Ei1een'S thoughts...

2010-07-01T23:49:00.002+08:00

All good things come to an end.

Goodbye to justme-eileen.blogspot.com
I have decided to shift to wordpress as blogger is giving me headache. It only allows me to publish 4 posts in a month =.= I will miss blogger as I have been blogging here for the last 4 yrs.
Managed to transfer all my posts to wordpress and though is a little different from blogger's layout but I think I will get used to it in no time :) But I will not delete this blogspot cos who knows, 1 fine day I might shift back again. Got to change the whole address as wordpress don't allow me to use -. I know it sounds silly but at least it's easy for me to remember ;)

So here's my new blog address:

www.iameileen.wordpress.com

2010-06-30T22:17:00.007+08:00

Then the fire fades away. But most of everyday, is full of tired excuses. But it's too hard to say. I wish it were simple, but we give up easily. You're close enough to see that. You're the other side of the world.. KT Tunstall-Other side of the world

OF sushi, gossips, grass and the sun
Met up with Joyce ytd and off we went to Cineleisure for sushi buffet. Wow, I think I will not touch sushi for at least 2 mths! Just like the typical kind of girls, we talked, ate, laughed and camwhored :) Then we left abt 4pm for our next destination-Marina Barrage! Though we didn't fly kite but we were damn tired after camwhoring. Brought my boyfie out for the 1st time, bringing DSLR is so troublesome compared to digi cam..Nevertheless, we had loads of fun and we took abt 400+ pics! This woman always click continuously, contributing to the scary figure..

Then went to the office with mummy today. I am working also alright, I am in charge of facebooking :) Lunch was a happy one. Went to tabao the fish head beehoon from Beach Road, it's 1 of my fav dish, makes me happy whenever I eat it..I give it 5 out of 5 stars! After lunch, we continue with our work which is shopping at Bugis. Went to checkout the watches and I can't decide which to get: Adidas, Fossil or DKNY. Actually, I know which 1 I like, just that my mum says eh U gt 2 watches for ur bdae ald still wanna buy! Probably going down on Sat to get it cos meeting my sec sch friends to shop for present. Somebody just digged out my eyes pls so that I won't look at watches :( I love watches and is smth bad to love cos it's costly for a poor student like me...BHG having sales so my mum being a crazy levis fan, bought 3 jeans but then it can be shared among me, sis n her, so still worth it la..

My fav, it's love! Buddies, lets go and eat that 1 day :)

"MY" makeshift office.

Found this on my dad's table, he used that to scribble. WAH this was once my book like 12 yrs ago when I was still in Primary 4, can put in the museum. Even BPS's logo also diff now ald. Anything diff in handwriting??

U could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare, I wld prefer the 1st option though..

2010-06-28T00:41:00.005+08:00

Expectation brings forth disappointment..

In many things, the above phrase applies. So don't expect, just stay neutral. And life would be a better one :) I am learning to be like this so give me alittle more time..

Just came home from Horace's 21st Birthday, damn tired. Rushed like mad, cos supposed to meet friends at 5.45pm at Tanah Merah but only left my uncle's place which is at Seng Kang at 5.30pm. So dad send me straight to NSRCC to meet them. Was so isolated but the place is quite relaxing though. Realised that I have been to NSRCC when I was young only after seeing the pool which triggered my memory. LOL ageing. Buffet, camwhored, cake and mini beerfest. Just nice cos I missed drinking alot! I missed drinking during chalets/batam trip when we played big fish small fish, 007 Bang and 7UP. Alright, lets fixed a date DCHE 23 peeps to go drink, maybe can go Yello Jello Retrobar since my cousin works there :)

Then I am going out with Woman on Tue for sushi buffet and bringing along my boyfie as well. Boyfie = DSLR. Not boyfriend cos Joyce got a shocked when I said bf then she was like WTH after seeing camera = bf. YAY I tricked U!

Went to grandma's hse ytd. My sis got so pissed off by little gal. Hahah Cos little gal said everyone can go out with her for dinner except my sis. Then when U ask her why, she said cos there will be alot of ppl there so cannot bring her. Tsk, so small only know how to make up stories! Then also she was my buddy recently, kept wanting to take pic with me but nt with my sis. She even kissed my cheek that day when we posed for pic, got a shock cos I didn ask her to do that. That's like so sweet can :)

Auntie Eileen with niece.

Happy 21st Horace!

Luckly Ling Li went or else I will be the only gal.

Jump shots, probability of perfect shot is like 1%. Actually we r quite daring to do that next to the pool cos we might just slipped as the floor was wet.

The Bendemeer Secondary friends that went, though I don't know the rest.

Everyone.

I think Heineken has no effect on me cos my face ain't red. hahahha but is just 1 small cup only la.

CHEERS! MINI BEERFEST :)

2010-06-25T22:47:00.001+08:00

Stones taught me to fly. Love taught me to lie. Life taught me to die. So it's not hard to fall, when you float like a cannonball..

Let me start with my mum's birthday surprise we got for her on wed. As my mum kept saying Eh don't buy anything for me, so hahahha we really didn't get anything for her. *abit no heart I know*. But then, I did a card for her and I personally feel that it looked damn nice :) It took me 2 hrs to complete but I am lovin it cos I like to D.I.Y or anything that deals with art, even helped my sis with hers few yrs back. Dinner was at Shashlik, as usual it was fantastic esp the dessert- Cherries Jubilee! Surprise her with a cake we bought when we got home. Mummy, don't worry cos U are always young in our heart. Mummy, Sarang Hae means I love you in korean.
Besides watching Family Honour now, I am also into C.S.I, be it Miami, NY or just C.S.I. But Wati and I love Miami the best as there's Jonathan Togo! LOL actually I also like Park Shi Hoo from Family Honour la, just that my sis doesn't allow me to like him..

Went for my review today. Actually the procedure isn't scary or pain, but I just hate it when U have to drink water and hold ur bladder till it wanna explode esp when friends know that I am a toilet queen and it's twice somemore once at the clinic and at Thomson Hospital. It's like back to square one again, ennui to the max..Maybe it's just smth that I gt to go through at this point of time. But for one thing I know is Family and Friends are love!

Done by Eileen Ng

Cherries Jubilee. BOOMZ

The cherries were fried with liqour, some ice cream and butter. Then poured to the vanilla ice cream. Hot and Cold in ur mouth, with the buttery + rum taste. WOW it tastes like heaven!

The surprises from us to her :)

My dad is surrounded by 3 queens, hahah.

The balloon is still alive after so long, like 2 wks ald

And just nice, I saw Pornsak on TV. My 3rd present to my mum, LOL.

2010-06-20T00:53:00.007+08:00

Watcha gotta say? Watcha gotta do?...

Time really flies, 1 wk ago was still my 21st bdae celebration. *Snap Snap* back to reality. This wk ain't that gd as my external harddrive dies on me. Wow great, all my documents/photos gone like this *esp those b4 poly*...praying for a miracle! The Western Digital guy said hmm I think it's faulty, going to die soon :( arghh, heartache becos of the memories stored inside.
It was raining cats & dogs on Wed causing Orchard to flood, weather is going crazy. Went to TPY with Pui Sauw on Thu to develop photos as well as Popeye for lunch but no luck with Popeye then off to ION to alter the watch that Li Mei, Hong Wei & Yi Pei got for me. Thank you so much for the gift, it was a big one okie, no wonder Hong Wei said it was a powerful one! Then I thought they bought me alcohol. LOL. And the guy said actually don have to alter, just remove it and he was funny to assume smth.

Initial plan for today is to club at a Thai disco, dinner & sheesha. So went with my family to Max Pavillion to watch Samsara, The Shaolin Legacy. Small world to meet my cousin & his family there and there were quite many Mediacorp actors/actresses. Thumbs up! The martial arts displayed by the monks just makes U go GAGA! But U do feel pain for them when U see them performing some scary stunts. Worth the price :) Saw many ugly singaporeans there too, tsk what's discipline all abt? Also, 1 auntie kept asking ppl to change place when they blocked her view. WTH, U pay for what U get, nt happy then buy VIP row la =.= After the show, went to have a light dinner before rushing down to Bugis to meet the rest.

I am 2nd in the row, Heng Hwu was the 1st. So we chatted and he said he thought I will have bf after entering Uni but yea don't have and hahah Uni guys, hmm nt that great.. Opps peer pressure, alright sometimes the ones U like might nt have the same feelings as what U have and vice versa so it all voices down to fate and timing. Seems that when we reached 21, it's hard to avoid bf/gf's topic.. Then Heng Hwu, Vignash, Ying Huan, Yvonne and I went to Nando's for dinner. The queue was crazy, waited for like 1h? And I think the food tasted so so only. The chicken "story" was really amusing and my face was damn red despite nt eating the Peri Peri sauce.
KOI's queue was also crazy, the plum green/black tea is nice! They are so health conscious, they only put 30% sugar while I put 70% which shocks YH & Yvonne. Jonathan and his gf also came to join us at Haji Lane. Wanted to sheesha and have to wait and in the end we only managed to watch the 1st half of the World Cup Match. Then we chatted abt the past and touched on PDPE, flash drum which was done by Jon, Vignash & me. After 1 h, still no sheesha so Yvonne and I left as my parents were on the way home and so came to fetch us. Alright, when will be our next class gathering??? Chalet wld be fun esp after looking back at the photos :)

Photos:
Was looking at the projector for almost 3/4 of the show..

The little monk that my parents said: so CUTE! Can't imagine the amount of injuries and hardships they have to endure to put up this fantastic performance.

My mum posing with the little monk. He's so polite, thanking everyone whom donates.

My dad asking him abt his age and he's only 6 and it took him 3 yrs to master the skills. I think he's quite shy too, cos he's looking down in the 3 pics.

Then I found this 2 pics in my hp today.. All thanks to Mr Yap Yi Pei for snapping it that day when I asked U to hold my hp..
Yvonne and I camwhoring while waiting for our KOI.

We are 804! I am a happy girl after drinking 1 & 1/3 cups of Plum black/green tea ;)

1/2 chicken. It was so filling that I didn't finished and there goes the chicken story..

Went back to get KOI again after dinner as the guys also wanna drink.

Soccer Match at somewhere in Haji Lane. Then we home sweet home. Drinking gathering wld also be fun, but we gt to find somewhere to sit.

2010-06-14T23:38:00.002+08:00

Of wishes, gifts and presence of family members & friends. A big Thank you to U guys for making my 21st Birthday a memorable one!

I AM OFFICIALLY 21!
1 mth plus of planning finally came to an end on 12th June. My actual day is on the 14th which is today but did it during the wkends. I can only say I was like a no head chicken that day, so busy and blur as I have at least 80 ppl at my place, can U imagine the crowd?! And I am sorry for not being a gd host that day or not being able to mingle around much. Weather was great and the crowd started to come in at abt 6.30pm. Didn't really have the appetite to eat then Aaron said I cannot eat, must wait till everyone eat first b4 I can, wat a shitty boy! Then waited till 8.30 to cut cake as some relatives wanted to go hm. So my friends and I camwhored, chit chat and I gt sabo! TSK...My polyfriends left at 11+ and we really have a good chat and Thanks guys for helping up in eating the food and also some "labour work" :) I am really tired for movies or kbox cos I know I will surely sleep in the midst of it.

1 common qns that relatives kept asking was which one is my boyfriend. And they don't believe when I say don't have. But that's the truth, or maybe ya haven't meet the right one yet as ultimately it's the feelings/chemistry that matters. Don't have to be rich, handsome or what but sometimes, this kind of thing is fated and it takes 2 hands to clap. Was talking abt this topic with a guy friend that time and I said U guys now very bad, don't wanna make the 1st move and wait for the gal to approach. And he said to me that eh, we guys also scared of rejections. But well maybe I have a more conservative thinking, I still think guys shld make the 1st move instead, right?? Alrighty, let nature take its course..

Here comes the Thank You List! Firstly wanna Thank my parents for paying the buffet & cake, not forgetting the Key pendant. A big Thank you to my Paternal & Maternal grandparents, aunties, uncles and cousins for all their red packets, vouchers and gifts. I gave my mum back the red packets since they paid for everything and she returned to me some, Thanks mummy!
Also to my sis and Jayne for helping me with the photos! :)

To my sec sch friends that came *Pui Sauw, Wijitra, Aaron, Jin Hui, Joyce Ang, Shu Ying, Ling Li, Horace, Jun Sheng*. Thank you for the gifts!
To my poly friends that came *Fiza, Khiarul, Joyce Tan, Yvonne, Ying Huan, Hainita, Jonathan + gf, Kelvin + gf, Marc + gf, Yi Pei, Hong Wei, Gary, Li Mei, Cai Hong, Joshua, Fu Loong, Vignash, Henry, Tao Guang, Lucas + gf. Thanks for the gifts too! Wat a pity Roy and Heng Hwu are in Brunei training, Yi Rui, Yong Hong in camp and Wei Xian fell sick. Or else it wld have been a bigger & more rowdy grp :)
And to those that wished me in msn, facebook or sms, a big Thank You to U guys too. A simple message can really make my day as it's the thought that counts ultimately. :)
I can only say family members and friends are LOVE!

Time for pictures:

My mum & I spend a wk doing these banners.

My sis, cousin, nieces and nephews. I am the oldest here :(

The early birds from my sec sch gang. Pui Sauw, Aaron, Wijitra. The early birds gt drinks served by ME! LOL all thanks to Aaron's idea..

The early birds among my poly grp. Gary, Hong Wei, Li Mei, Cai Hong and her bro.

Poly Gang: Khai, Fiza, Me, Hainita and Joyce. So touched by the messages in the test-tube and I really like the bracelet alot!

My sec sch ppl: Wijitra, Joyce Ang, Aaron, Shu Ying, Ling Li, Jin Hui, Pui Sauw, Jun Sheng and Horace! The marching in with balloons was so special.

1/2 of the ppl from poly. Another half to come.

My sweetest mum and I. Mummy happy ah, my friends called U- "JIE" means sis, and said that U r cool cos U use fb! LOL

Makan sessions for the next 2 pics. Nice when U take it at a certain angle and I almost fell down becos of this, but TY Aaron for the reflex action.

Thanks for the balloons sec sch peeps! So scared that it flew away till Sergeant Aaron helped me to tie on the gate and he said if it flew away he will buy for me but hahha it didn't. And Thanks Officer Hong Wei for retrieving it for me when the party ended. Good to have guy friends taller than U ;)

They said that it's unfair when my poly grp has table but they don have. Jking only right, not seriously jealous??

Time to cut my cake.

Family pic 1st.

Chocolate Mint Tea Cake

Awkward moments when singing Happy Bdae.

CHEMICAL ENGINEERING STUDENTS ROCKS!!! Or SP YAY!

My Bendemeer Sec grp also rocks!!!

A small grp of my maternal side relatives.

My maternal grandma.

My paternal side relatives. Only a small portion cos grandparents, Uncle Alvin & family went China, and 4th aunt & family went Malaysia.

Poly peeps chilling outside. We are like a big family yea!

Hahah Jonathan tried to sabo me and Thanks Vignash & Kelvin for sitting on him. LOL

A proper one and the nicest of all. So sweet right? More more gatherings!!!

Not forgetting my sec sch gang too, at least 6 yrs of friendships, some for 10 or 14 yrs. :)

With my cousin and Aunt, Thanks for coming!

Ying Huan and Yvonne! We r korean addicts!

Kelvin said must take attendance despite being late.

I am the "Queen" for the night cos they asked me to sit down.

Change pose!

They are looking at my family members clearing up the place and pity YP & HW cos they wanted to help when they saw them shifting the sofa and gt lecture by Wati as they didn wash their legs. Sry ah, don take it to heart k! :)

Last one b4 all went home.

2010-06-07T01:56:00.004+08:00

Sometimes we just have to face the music and hope for the best. And I think I have done that and I am so proud of myself :)

The previous post was an emo post but yep I think I am fine now. Looking at the sudden jump in hits, though I am not sure who are the ones viewing but then I wanna say that I am okie now and thanks for browsing! Through this matter, I realised that we shld not take anything for granted, be it health or family. I love my family! And I know that they love me too! hahah

For those Korean fans out there, this show:Prosecutor Princess is worth watching though I am left with 2 more episodes. 4 more days to my celebrations and hopefully no one with PS me last min! And I just realised that my dad will be going to Taiwan on 14 June which is my actual day and also my parent's wedding anniversary! Awww, why like that? Also after seeing Pornsak's show 食在好源头 last wk which features Melbourne, I really miss that place and weather! Saw the church & strawberry farm?! I was at the farm where I stepped into the mud, bad experience though. Awww, I so wanna go on a holiday! :)

2010-06-06T22:21:00.003+08:00

There are many obstacles to face in life and perhaps we just gotta take the good with the bad, the happy and the sad. But whatever it is, I am sure that we can overcome this! So time to cheerup and only think of the bright side of life :)

It's time for me to do some exercise as holidays means staying at home and gain weight. Was out with my dad and his staffs last Monday for company lunch at Seafood Paradise to celebrate the 10th year for GN Chemicals. The food was great, so much better compared to the 1 we had during CNY last yr. Then it was time to give out a token from the company to the staffs that served 10 years. And so my mum and aunte Karin are in this list. So ya on last Sat, my family and I ald went to The Hour Glass at OC to get the gifts. So yep, it was indeed a huge surprise, both of them got a Rolex from the company! Glad that auntie liked the watch cos I played a part in choosing the Rhodium dial. So we gt 3 watches in total, 2 paid by company and 1 from my dad's pocket cos it's for my mum's bdae, her fav Omega. Hmmm I also spotted 1 from Tag Heuer and it's cheap cheap compared to the rest. HAHAH bdae present or Chemvision's staff award also can..And when my mum gets to see this, she will say: CAN, USE UR OWN $$$..

2010-05-28T00:52:00.005+08:00

Sometimes you wonder why things can't be like what you have anticipated..

It has been about a week since my last post. Our results was released on Thu and to be honest, I was pretty nervous as I have decided to go to RMIT if I fail any of the modules. But, I cleared every modules though nt with flying colours but it's still better than the previous sem :) No more worries at the moment :) Also had our yearly Vesak Day celebration at a site in Macpherson on both Thu & Fri. Was practically out for the whole day on Thu. But overall it was a pretty fun one this yr. Weather was hot hot hot and I was sweating like mad. So I spent the whole afternoon there stoning away or playing iphone while my parents were busy checking the accounts as my dad was the treasurer. Dinner was rowdy as usual with some auctions activities going on and it ended about 10.30 and my cousins and I had a good time stacking the chairs. It's always fun when U have a grp of army to do smth. We only gt to go home when it was near to midnight after counting all the donations for the night. Pity my dad, gt to count despite his huge blister on his thumb after getting burnt by the joss sticks. It was a huge one till U feel eeeyyer upon seeing it..

Was flattered upon hearing some compliments from the people there, U guys are so nice! Auntie Irene said that I was pretty but perhaps she said that to every kid la cos she also said that my sis was pretty when she saw her the next day. Then heard from my mum that 1 uncle told her and my dad that I gt the "qi zi" which I don't really know the exact meaning, but I guess is charisma?? Then gt 1 auntie thought I don't know dialect, asked my dad if I gt a bf but she used those chimology, like U gt eat the kway tiao she tabao? Though I don know the exact meaning but I heard my grandma say b4. Hahah anyway, Thanks for the compliments yea, I buy U all coffee the next year! HAHAH but then I was there every year since when I was a small little girl and this is the 1st year hearing all these but still it's never too late to hear these and my mum shld be the happiest la..

Spend my 2nd day there but this time looking out for mad people. I don know why but all the siao ppl starts to come and asked for things on the 2nd day, they can be a nuisance when they asked for almost everything till U feel like asking them to leave.. I salute the helpers for tolerating with their nonsense. If it's genuine cases like the poor old man I saw on the 1st day, yea it wld be great to provide him with food and U can tell him the person is really thankful and not taking advantage. Overall, the 2 days passed really quickly and it was fun as Auntie Irene was a joker and she amused us with her jokes till we don't feel bored sitting there for the whole day. Alright, another 1 yr for the next celebration! :)

2010-05-24T22:37:00.005+08:00

Right Place, Right Time

Met up with my chingu *friend in korean* Yvonne today and we went Bugis to check out some of the party stuffs. I have decided to celebrate my 21st Birthday on 12 June at my house. Those that haven get back to me, pls do so okie cos I gt to know the numbers and call for cater! I guess it don't take more than 48hrs to make a decision right, be it COMING, NOT COMING OR LET U KNOW AGAIN. So yep the message here is I need a response, to show that I ain't smsing to a wall :) Alright, back to what happened today.

Was eating and chatting at Shokudo Bugis and I saw this guy that looked so familiar and shouted at Yvonne: EH PORNSAK! I wasn't not paying attention to our conversation, just that my radar*eyes* are quite sharp. Yep, I saw Pornsak and he went into Intercontinental. So ya throughout our lunch, our eyes turned to the doors of the hotel constantly, to check if he came out as Yvonne said she will go up to him and tell him that I wanna take pic with him. HAHAH but too bad he didn't come out. But it's a blessing in disguise too cos imagine if he came out, we will dashed out and take pic with him and LOL the shop will probably call security to catch us for not paying and attempting to leave the shop right?!

After paying, we decided to go into the hotel and used the toilet. And there again, my radar spotted him. He was talking on the phone so yayaya thought Yvonne was lying abt the toilet thingy and went for the other side, TSK serve me right or else wld have passed by him! We thought we can take pic with him after our toilet break but then, he's still on the phone despite us walking at the slowest speed. So yep we decided to just leave and continue shopping. No photos taken in the end, but is still a fact that I saw him :)
While walking to the shops, I was blabbering away abt what just happened..Then Yvonne told me that my face was red, indeed the weather was hot but I guess blushing contributes to part of it. After shopping, we decided to try our luck again but this time he's not there anymore...Or else I will have the pic uploaded here ald :( But, I am nt "hua chi" okie, just that find it a waste for not taking pic with some artistes that U support. Yvonne, seems that I always see artistes when I am with U loh. Remember that we ponned BIA lecture to see Nat Ho in SP and he posed for me somemore. HAHAH. And surprised that my dad actually knows who is Nat Ho and Pornsak as he hardly watched TV except for ChannelNewsasia..

Watched Life Navigator on Ch8 just now, salute the 16 yrs old boy that gave up everything to take care of his sick mum. It's not an easy thing and U definitely deserve our respect. They mentioned that he asked permission from his mum if he can get a Mac meal. It makes me feel so bad that I sometimes eat without thinking in depth. Like what my grandfather and dad always say: Kids nowadays spend lavishly as they never experienced hardship before. I am thankful for what I have now and will not take anything for granted. Sometimes, we just have to thank God for letting us born at the right place, right time. Life is a series of obstacles and we just have to conquer stage by stage as we are born to suffer in the first place.

Finished watching Personal Taste on funshion! Highly recommended if U like romantic, touching and happy endings, not forgetting Lee Min Ho! So shall start on my next show: Prosecuter Princess which has my sis's fav- Park Shi Hoo. No more sleeping late for tonight as I gt to follow my mum to bring my grandma to see Dr Chew and after that to Yishun for facial! Can't wait to clear the dirts on my face :)

Illuma's SKY

My matcha float and I saw Pornsak, when my drink came! But it's not that nice, as it isn't sweet.

Yvonne's lunch, I guess it must be so nice until the housefly came. The waiter saw us chasing it away and took a candle to ward it off and amazingly it disappeared!

Nat Ho at SP few years back.

2010-05-22T01:05:00.003+08:00

An nyong ha sye yo!

I am badly poisoned by Kdrama lately. And I even have the urge to learn korean lang now though I had that same thinking few yrs back but I am afraid of tests, so maybe I shall borrow my cousin's notes and self-study..Went shopping with mum ytd and I gt Lee Min Ho's poster from Etude House! So damn happy, seems that 3 mins fever is back once again. TSK. I WANNA GO KOREA FOR HOLIDAYS THIS YR END!!!!!!!!!!!!

I realised korean shows have changed for the better now. It used to have very sad storyline and U always see them nosebleed then die and then U will cry till ur nose is blocked or with swollen eyes and tissues lying all over the place! But then U don't really see such storyline now, it usually ends with a Happy Ending now :) Watching Personal Taste by LMH and I am loving it! It's a pity that there are only 16 episodes and I am at epi 13, dragging to finish up the rest as it means that no more Lee Min Ho :( The storyline is simple, sweet and romantic. U tend to hope that ur bf will be like Lee Min Ho or rather Jeon Jin Ho *his name in the show* after watching cos there's a part that shows how sweet he is, esp on how he reacts after seeing Son Ye Jin suffering from stomach cramps. That's why there is an article in the newspaper today that says there are many singles now as many uses these korean characters/actors as criteria thus they find it hard to find their ideal partners in real life and also compares their life to the romantic storyline. LOL pretty interesting article

Alright I think my dim sum shld have digested and so it's time for bed and dream of Lee Min Ho! HOHOHO

2010-05-20T01:05:00.002+08:00

Life's Good so far :)

Rainy weather makes one feel lethargic and lazy to get out of the house. My friends were asking if I started driving and so on Sunday, I actually drove my dad's car! Only my parents came along, Eunice stayed at home which makes me wonder if she's scared of my driving? while Wati went outing though she assures me that she dares to sit my car. Hahah
So went to Tuas to practice as we assumed that there were not much traffic but was proved to be wrong.
Excited as it was my 1st time driving after getting a license. Nervous as my dad was sitting next to me and U will feel the pressure esp it was my 1st time driving an AUTO car. And the BMW was heavy and got to get used to the positions of the signals as it was diff. Overall I think it's alright for a 1st-timer except that my mum said I was driving too slow..

Went all the way to Bukit Batok on Mon as my driver didn't transfer the $ to me. Well, at least it's the last time for me to go to that area, don't like that place. Then arranged to meet Joyce Ang after her lessons to go back together. Waited at Dover for her, saw the graduation banner and graduands at SP, reminds me of our time there. That's fast, 1 yr over and the I still can remember everything vividly, camwhoring like mad, squeezing into Kelvin's Benz and off to botak jones. And I wonder how things will fall into place now if it was a diff ans.
It was really a small world, met my cousin at the platform. Really fated to meet cos of all timing, long platform and she usually takes bus home. LOL

No morning walks these 2 days as it was raining cats and dogs. Actually, I didn't know it rained too cos I overslept, hahah. But I want to have badminton session soon! Then realised my fav channel was actually ChannelNewsasia, I sat there for hours to follow up the news on Bangkok. It's a sad sad situation. Things are getting out of control, no more Land of Smiles. May Peace be with Thailand :)
Finished watching Temptation of an angel. Realistic ending but definitely not the best one as in this world, there are no such thing as Happy Ending for everything. Watching Personal Taste by Lee Min Ho now. It's addictive as it has a cute and romantic plot. He's handsome!!! Also, the OST is damn nice. Hmm I must say that Korean guys are gd-looking and I am sure that Ying Huan will agree with me :)

Alright, time to sleep now. Good Night WORLD!

2010-05-14T22:40:00.004+08:00

YAY I PASSED MY TP, like finally! :)

It was 1 year ago when I registered my driving course in BBDC as I heard it was easier to pass there. *Not true at all* So yep I had my 3rd attempt on Wed. As usual I was stressed and nervous. Really Thank God for having this tester, he's like so gd can! Still chit chat during test somemore and I think I am really lucky, super lucky to pass it and get my license! Also, there's 1 BBDC guy whom signalled to me to ask if I was ready to start driving and he stopped all other cars to let me drive out to the circuit. Never experienced this treatment b4 in the past 2 rounds and yea U feel like a VIP, hahah. Mistakes were mainly blind spots and some other mistakes so while driving back to BBDC, I thought ennui, surely fail again. While walking up for briefing, he told me hmm later U come downstairs and watched video, I was like OMG, I could feel tears forming in my eyes and kept saying TY, hahah.

Called home and everyone was damn happy. It was a different kind of happiness compared to taking ur last paper in school. That heavy feeling lingering for the past few months just disappeared U see, no more worries and peer pressure. I can finally drive on the road now! And I can enjoy my real holidays now :) Also, Thanks to those who send their congratulatory messages. Then my cousin said hahah can ask ur mum for PRESENT for ur 21st bdae and my mum said yea bought her a TOY CAR ald. =.= My mum always say skali when U passed, then changed car ald no more BMW, but HAHAH I can lay my hands on it now. This is like a dream cos actually I don't have the intention to learn when I was in poly, seeing my friends getting their license 1 by 1 was actually a motivation cum peer pressure. After learning & failing, makes me demoralized and lost interest in driving so yea I will treasure this hard-earned & expensive license.

Relaxing life after Wed, has been watching Temptation of an angel by Bae Soo Bin. A revengeful plot but he's still as handsome la. Went Orchard for shopping with my mum ytd and she was craving for Pasta after watching this korean drama called Pasta. So yea I brought her to Waraku for pasta :) Then we went to TPY today and though it's 1 mth away from my 21st bdae, I bought my key from Lee Hwa Jewellery and another heart shape pendant which can be shared among ourselves! Thanks MUMMY & DADDY! ;)

This week is definitely a good good week for me. Time to party and meet up with friends soon :)

2010-05-11T00:43:00.004+08:00

I can feel the korean wave at home ;) Feel like learning korean..

Has been spending my time watching korean drama- Shining Inheritance. It's damn addictive, another 3 episodes to go! I think this is the 1st korean drama that I have completed this yr cos I usually watch bits n pieces of it. Bae Soo Bin is so handsome! Alright, he might be a little old(34yrs old) but I think matured looking men gt the charisma. FYI, nt old men okie! So many shows to watch after that, I am a Happy Girl as I am a die hard fan for dramas regardless whether it's HK, US, KR or SG ones though seldom watched SG ones nowadays.

So yup, we celebrated Mothers' Day last Sun at my grandma's hse. Not as rowdy as usual as there were a few missing ones as it was quite a last min gathering. Got my phone bill, gt a massive shock! $40+ charged to my 3G. I hate iphone, I surfed net only when there's wifi and apparently I was charged for the drop of wifi signal and also playing of games I have downloaded :( So yep I cancelled away my gprs, so I won't be able to receive mms anymore. Seems to have a huge prob with gprs, last yr I gt a shock too when I mass send MMS instead of SMS and only realised until friends alerted me =.=

Friday was spent with shopping and running some bank errands with my mum. I don't like Shenton Way during lunch hour, everywhere is packed with ppl. Wanted to eat at Hans but due to the queue, we gave up and went to Suntec for Astons :) Big portion till I can't finished mine. Then shopped b4 going home, bought mainly cosmetics as John Little was having sales. Bought 3 bottles of Cutex and ya my mum said that I can drink it now. *Sarcasm*. Also gt Liese and dyed my hair brown, but colour didn't really came out cos my hair is quite black in the 1st place. Took bus 133 home, happily somemore as it wld pass by Marina Bay Sands and it really made a big big round and terminates its service at some ulu interchange in Shenton Way. SO NEVER take bus 133 home from Suntec anymore!

Thu was spent in Sentosa with my unifriends. Didn't get real burnt this time round, maybe thanks to the sunblock. Though I want my hands and legs to be tanned.. Shall go to the Universal Studios next time round! Anyone wants to go together??
And my dad came back from Korea, bought S$200+ worth of masks and is really alot cheaper than here! It seems that this trip is also a relaxing one for him as he went to watch Fred's daughter representing SG to play the violin in some music festival in Korea, also mountain climbing with Uncle SM Hong. But the pics he took this time round was pathetic, only 6 and consists of sceneries! TSK. So mummy, we shall go to Korea this Dec for holidays?! U can see ur Kwon Sang Woo while I can see my Bae Soo Bin's............. posters. LOL

Cheeky little girl!

Shining Inheritance, wat a romantic story. If I were Go Eun Sung, I will definitely choose Park Jun Se *Bae Soo Bin* whom did so much for her, just like her guardian angel. It's better to be loved than loving someone right?

Wanted to write handsome in korean but realised that my blog don't allow me to paste :(

Sakura?
Total of 150 pieces and some other stuffs. Maybe we shld import in and sell cheaper than TFS hor? hahha

Sentosa!

2010-05-04T23:25:00.000+08:00

Another aeroplane, another sunny place. I am lucky I know. But I wanna go home, Mmmm, I have got to go home -Home by Michael Buble..
"I am ald home, just that I wanna go back to the simple & carefree life."

2 weeks since my last post, all thanks to my laziness & blogger takes donkey years to upload pics. So I guess this will be a lengthy post that consists words and pics.
Exams started on 22nd & ended on 28th April. Torturing 2 wks, having papers consecutively. Don't even have the time to study for all the papers, so yea U just got to mug till U think nth gets in and just tell urself, I shall leave it to God cos I have ald tried my best mugging. Maybe that's what UNI life is all about. Worse still, papers sucks to the max!
But there's a saying that in UNI, U study hard and then U play hard too. So yep after exams, means time to play hard!
So how hard is hard?! 4 mths holidays *NTU* due to YOG, I wld rather go back to sch earlier so that my holidays in Dec wld be in sync with the rest =.= ENNUI to the max!

On the 24th April, my sis and I went to NUS Cultural Centre for Wang Lee Hom's concert. Well, it was so cool as it was the 1st time that I see an overseas celebrity in person. Utt was the host and yea he was equally handsome! :)
25th was Star Awards 2010. Of course, I tuned in cos there's Elvin. It was the time that actors/actresses dressed up to showcase their charisma/beauty. To me, simplicity is the best. Too bad Celebritea 2 didn't win anything or else, would have seen my dad's friend on the stage but still the camera did captured her face. hahah. A little disappointed that Pornsak didn't get into Top 10, but maybe just like what Elvin said 乌龟赛跑, meaning slow & steady win the race. So I can't wait for 2011 show.
Then was discussing with Yvonne about the show on msn despite our exams. As I hardly follow any Taiwan shows now, didn't know abt this "poor" guy-Mark Chao that got hugged by so many female actresses. He's quite cute and I think I know why he gt some award in Taiwan last yr. Watched Monga after my exams ended, and his acting is quite natural. And Monga makes me cry but what an ending..

Then my mum's friend was in town last week, so yea we are happy girls! Cos my sis and I each got our longchamps and my mum gt her LV. All thanks to Auntie whom helped us to get it from London. Also, went shopping with Joyce Ang in Orchard last fri. She thought I was pissed off with her for "putting aeroplane" sometime ago as I didn't reply her message that time. Well, I don't deny I am alittle pissed off that time but all I can say is that everything is back to normal now, so don't worry :) Told her that I am thinking if I shld hold my 21st party cos I am afraid that the turnup will be little, as I always have that phobia due to my experience in sec 4. I don't know, but yep will decide soon..
Went to my nephew's 1 mth baby bash. Didn't dare to carry Fabien cos he was so small! So yep, I was the photographer for the day. Then gt 1 auntie said that my sis and I changed alot cos the last time I saw them was 4 yrs ago when we went to Kukup together. Hahaha, yea I do admit that I change quite abit, some gd and some bad stuffs I guess.

So this week will be the 1st week of my holidays. What a pity that my sis is having her O lvl this yr, or else we can go on a holiday this June. Looks like we can only go on one during end Dec or Jan now.. My dad's in Korea now and his friend brought him to Faceshop to gt our stuffs, according to him, he bought in large quantities and gt some samples and he ended up with a big bag. Hopefully, it's really cheap or else bang head. LOL
Sentosa with my uni friends this Thu, hopefully it don't rain! Weather is playing with me, when I want it to rain, it didn't rain and when I don't wan it to rain, it rains like cats and dogs! TSK
Okie, shall go watch Shining inheritance before sleeping. Quite a romantic story though I don't like the lead actor. Also can't wait to see what's the ending for New Beginnings! And I realised, some of the shots were taken in Geylang Bahru, Boon Keng area and of course some in NTU.

Fabien's 1 mth party:

Outing with Joyce Ang:

Yummy! Itacho Sushi in ION. I am a Salmon lover! :)

Elvin in StarAwards 2010. I am still wondering who wrote in my tagboard the other time when I said my classmate looks like him and maybe is his bro. Hahah cos wrong info la, the person told me he's still in NS but then 8days said that his bro is a bodyguard for some minister.

This is Mark Chao. I guess he will have nightmare that night after being hugged by so many girls. LOL

Wang Lee Hom in BRANDS Concert. Didn't get to see him upclose and personal but then we did see Utt and managed to take a pic with him. Sad that the girl didn't managed to snap using our DSLR so luckly there's still one in my digi cam.

2010-04-19T23:23:00.000+08:00

Hello to my 800th post :)

Blogging, something that I didn't expect that I will do for nearly 4 yrs. As I am one that has this "3 mins fever" syndrome. Wonder when will be the day that I get really sick of blogging and say bye to this place?

Exam week. Stress, mugging alot but considered little if I compare myself to my other friends. What to do, 3 yrs in DCHE-guys environment trains me to be slackers. LOL I have papers everyday from this Thu to next Wed, excluding Sat & Sun. GOSH, don't have time to study! Just got to keep my fingers crossed. Can't remember what I did in sch last week, my memory is failing me. All I remembered was I went SP with Yvonne on Wed for lunch and also looked for my cousin .
Thu was usual lessons till 5 but it was the last lesson for the sem. Took class photos in HW111A class. Well, was shocked to see peeps so enthu, lots of them passed me their files, laptops and even carried the OHP to act as a tripod for my cam. In the end, Mr Winder found a tripod in the cupboard, hahah. Sent him the photos that very night and he uploaded in bb the next morning with a message that states that I speedily sent him the pics and the photos were very nice. LOL I am always efficient when it comes to class pics :)

Star Award last night and YAY Elvin won! This seems to be a little more than a 3 mins fever, maybe 4 mins la. I must say that he gt the charisma and his humble personality has won him many fans. Even my mum said that he's handsome! Not to forget, Pornsak's also cute in the show. AHH how nice if my dad's friend can help me to get their autographs and photos. Can't wait for the show next wk as it will be the more exciting one! But before that, I will be seeing Wang Lee Hom's concert on SAT! Shall take lots of photos if they permit cameras yea. Oh ya, I haven't been a viewer on ch 8 for a long time esp their dramas but I seriously think that the 9pm show- New Beginnings is a nice show that educates youngsters on the customs be it in weddings or funerals. Of course, another reason will be Elvin is inside.

Alright, shall go mug a little while more b4 watching 1 epi of Greys A or Private P to recharge.
Anyway, I am just curious if anybody knows how to pronounce Eyjafjallajokull, the volcano in Iceland that caused the world to go haywire. Despite seeing IPA form, I can't still pronounce and that means I am going to die for the Human Lang Puzzle on Phonetics this coming Mon.
Almost rolled down the stairs just now becos I was playing Tap Revenge on my iphone, learnt my lesson and nv do it again..And I wonder if I am able to get my bags next wk cos if flights are still cancelled, it means my mum's friend won't be able to fly in from London. *X - fingers crossed*.

Bye cos U are just another "heavy coloured" friend..

2010-04-14T00:15:00.004+08:00

Some things you never forget, like feeling that sense of regret. We all wished we had the ability to go back in time and right our stupidity. Change something we would do or say, then maybe things wouldn't turn out this way. -James M. Zhang (NTU 2008)

Came across this link http://www3.ntu.edu.sg/home/msyzhang/james/Regret.htm and this person wrote a whole essay on regret. Found it to be very real as he wrote out what this 6 letters meant. It's quite meaningful to me as yea I regretted certain choices I have made throughout my life and sometimes I just feel that life is all about IF and REGRETS.

Last week of school in NTU so yea it just means that U gt to mug till U r dead. HAHAH
So I have been mugging these few days but I guess it's not that productive somehow :(
Experiencing water rationing this few days as our water pipe leaked and guess what, this bill for last mth was $1.3K+! So yea scary figure till the PUB ppl came down and tell us so hopefully the prob can be solved tmr.
Met Denice by chance in NTU last fri. Was abt a yr since we last met?? Glad that U r doing fine now and yea Uni totally drains me out thats why I looked damn stoned la!
Then supper on Sat night, Dim Sum at Swee Choon! Wheee, I love their dim sums :)
Then fast forward till Monday. Met up with Joyce and went to surprise Fiza at work! Hiding outside the gates like kidnappers la, spying is seriously tough..Then bused down to Orchard while Joyce entertained us with her ghost stories from BKK. Oh ya Thanks Woman for the earrings, don't worry I won't be like red riding hood whom gt cheated by the big bad wolf.
So we walked ard aimlessly and had our dinner at Pizzahut. The pasta with softshell crab was nice if without the chilli. Almost died of spiciness while eating and they said that my face was damn red. And WTH, I dreamt of my fyp supervisor ytd- Ms Y, just becos we were talking abt her ytd. As usual, she was mean to us in my dream. Watched Amazing race ytd, featuring SG. Quite cool, just that I don like the SIA girl, her accent don't sound like a local to me.

Shall pray hard that I will have a sweet dream tonight ;) Shall see if my EFX wristband works tonight as it's proven that it will reduce stress and is gd to health. As I stopped my Actified today. And I finally know why I am having mood swings so often. Dr Hiak said that Oratane will affect the mood in some ppl and he asked me why I asked that and he thought I gt suicidal thoughts?! I wonder how is my N78 coping the "operation", seems quite serious cos it has been 7 days "hospitalised"..
Okie shall go sleep now, Dr Linder's lesson tmr so sch starts at 10.30 to 12.30.. And might be meeting Yvonne for lunch in SP after lessons. I missed jap food in FC1!

2010-04-07T22:17:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I wish I could rewind back time or just stop at this present moment. But maybe things ain't that bad as what I have thought...

I am still sick but I am sure getting better, thanks to the drowsy medicines. As I am typing now, my head is spinning round and round. But hey, I dreamt of Pornsak ytd U know WAHAHA. So maybe today gt Part 2 ;) Last 2nd week of school before the scary exams start. I do feel the stress now actually, and I can't imagine the amount of stuffs I have to stuff into my brain!
Got phobia now, whenever I look at my piles of notes, the word STUDY comes into my head. I am not greedy, just let me rewind back for a year and I swear I will make full use of the holidays to do the things I wanted and not rot through it. Oh ya 1 yr back, this is the period when we will receive letters of offer from the Uni we have registered. Damn fast, we are going to be seniors soon, but I still hate uni life so yea welcome to join the worst stage of ur study life! hehehehe *sounding evil*

Short day in school ytd, went there at 9.30 and it ends before 11 :) Then met mum at Orchard and off we went to service my N78 and shopping! Had Pepper lunch at Isetan and it was really heaty as my left ear has the pinching pain last night but luckly water managed to subside the heatiness. Then was waiting outside Isetan while my mum went to the bakery. Saw alot of ppl taking out their cameras and shooting at something. So my immediate reaction was: There's a STAR! So the curious me went to KPO too and CHAY it was a TUNA.. But it was really huge and so I took a shot of the poor fish.
School was long on wed, it ended abt 5.30pm today. Had a hard time exploring HSS building and my 1st visit to HSS lib as wanted to borrow a ref book, so spend an hour taking pics of the 100+ pages as it would be crazy to photocopy it if it's just an elective. Supposed to meet Joyce after sch but postponed it since Fiza was sick too.

Alright, I shall go sleep now as I am feeling quite sleepy now. 5 hrs in sch tmr, considered a short day and the best thing is no more Eng presentation! Whoo, a blessing in disguise cos I won't be able to project my voice if I am scheduled to do it tmr as I am voiceless now or rather with a husky voice la...

2010-04-04T21:20:00.006+08:00

Sometimes love comes around. And it knocks you down, just get back up, when it knocks you down...

Elearning week for NTU, but it seems that I still have to go back to school everyday. Went back to rehearse on Monday and ate MOS with Wee Luan at JP. Chatted and found that we are alike in many ways, so we are in the same ship. LOL. Followed by shopping with my mum at Orchard. It has been raining cats and dogs these days and they come without warning.
Tuesday was our last Modern chem lab. Electrolysis is fun but I haven't start on my proforma yet! Arghh, shall start doing it tmr. Had 2 tests on wed and all I can say it's that it ain't easy..Didn get to see my lolli which was a little disappointing hahha.

Thu was our English presentation, indeed my hands were shaking and I guess my friends saw it. And thanks for the answers for the awkward qns :) But at least it's over, and we will be taking class photo on our last tutorial lesson! Then had my sec sch mini gathering, supposed to be at Timbre but looked like I have no fate with that place. So in the end I was the only girl, but well it wasn't awkward cos we are friends for 8 yrs or more? Just that we were disappointed and thought it was an April fools day joke which turned out to be real. Speaking about joke, we were all fooled by Shan & Rozz, damn it! I seriously thought all the catfights among Ris & Rizz was real! E learning so all lectures are online, modern chem's lec is so amusing due to Miss Linder's voice, sounds so damn weird. I guess I will read up on Nuclear chemistry without her voice tmr.

Went to Megatex on Good Friday. It was a mini scale IT fair by Courts and I was damn sian initially cos I couldn't find the cameras booths. But actually it's right infront, so yep I got my DSLR from Nikon! Like finally :) We are so lucky to get good promoters, this girl was so enthu till she gave us her number incase we have any doubts on lenses. My unimate Zakee is also a pro in DSLR so I guess I can ask him for tips in taking nice pics and I didn't buy one to camwhore lah hahah. Ytd was a super boring day till it seems like Sunday to me. Spend my time watching US serials and I finished watching Private Practice and waiting anxiously for the next epi to be uploaded! I want Addi & Pete to be together!!!
Went grandma's hse today. Little gal is going to be a da jie cos her mum is expecting a small boy :) YAY, can play with babies again! Bought Koi b4 going home, I wonder why their business is so gd when it's quite ex...

Now, I think I have caught a cold, wat a "good" week for me. Luckly, I don't have to go school tmr. And my N78 went crazy on April Fools' Day after receiving an april fool's message from Lucas. LOL and it died on me soon after. Sad, I really love that phone, all my messages and contacts are inside! My sis managed to help me to retrieve the contacts but I am still not sure about my fate of the messages. Well, some of them are memories to me like bdae smses.
Alright, I shall go watch the remaining episodes of Greys Anatomy as the medication is not making me drowsy to sleep.

Find this word quite meaningful after going through Mastering Communication's e learning, don't U think so?

I don't like the pics taken by i phone, I guess I am a Nokia fan!

My mum baked this: Black forest. Indeed DSLR looks so damn clear but mummy don't worry as I won't forsake my digi cam ;)

The Scissors rice at Kitchener Road always makes me go GAGA! Looked not nice but tastes so NICE! I don't mind eating this daily.

That's me with my new toy! Say cheese Y

Our dinner at Hans on Thu night.

Me, Jun Sheng and Travis. Smart lah, all moved back so that my face looks bigger :(

My group during our rehearsal. Children see, children do. Make your influence positive!
With Wee Luan at MOS burger. Don't try the Tako burger, it's yucky! Still prefer Yakiniku Beef!

2010-03-29T00:18:00.003+08:00

Yeah, we gotta start lookin' at the hands of the time we've been given. If this is all we got, then we gotta start thinkin'. If every second counts on the clock that's tickin', Gotta live like we're dying...
Live like we are dying by Kris Allen is stucked in my head now, catchy catchy song! :)

1 week passed and it's now week 11. That's so fast, exams are coming and I actually want time to slow down. Hectic lifestyle makes me sick, erratic mood and according to the pamphlet on Depression, I seem to be suffering from it. Happy for a moment and the next moment, my mood changes to a heavy one, exasperated most of the time :( And I have the thinking that life ain't that smooth after poly, no more feeling protected. E learning week for SPMS but then like no diff for me, lab and tutorials on tues, followed by tests on wed and lastly English presentation on Thu. Gosh, 5 mins long script to memorise and on top of that, I gt to study for tests. How to remember?! AAARRGGHHHHH SHUCKS!
Got to go back to school tmr cos have to meet my friends to rehearse. Hahah, feel sian to go back actually as I am used to having "holidays" on Monday. Hopefully it will be a fast one cos have to mug for biochem & lang puzzle.

Just came back from Terminal 2 after fetching dad. I am green with envy, I miss the flying feeling so much! Or maybe I am too stressed up that I need a getaway to relieve stress or maybe running away from reality.. My dad didn't spoil my camera this time round. And he took lots of pictures for us from Jiu Zhaigou, a place that I wanna visit very much due to its sceneries :)
Uploaded it and its really breathtaking, awww I wish I was there taking the pics.
Alright, going to get a DSLR soon, heheh. Probably a Nikon or Olympus cos the guy said Canon is economical as the lens is very ex. Then hopefully, will get to use it *somewhere out of SG* soon, I am hinting mummy!

Before I end, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOYCE ANG & YVONNE WONG! Sweet 21st okie :)
And Thanks to all that helped me with the simple skincare contest, my niece gt the 1st prize. Also, there are 10 lucky winners for those whom voted, so pls checked ur email and don't waste the $20 simple voucher yea.

Jiu Zhaigou. A place with waterfalls, colourful lakes and cool weather. Just like heaven!
See, this is the beauty of nature! I am a fan of sceneries ;) Till now, I can still remember the sight of The Nobbies in Philip Island which took my breath away. Not forgetting the sky filled with stars which is something that U can only imagine when U r living in a place like SG.

This is not Switzerland but is China! SNOW

My dad seems to enjoy this business cum leisure trip alot. hahahha good! So next stop Korea okie? How about we go sightseeing & shopping while U use the shopping time for business ;)

Funny pose by him and his friends. Rare to see my dad posed like that loh. LOL

Okie I shall go sleep now as it's 1.10 now. Good Night people! May I dream of sweet stuffs tonight :)

2010-03-21T23:07:00.000+08:00

Always look on the bright side of life~

I feel the stress now. It's intense and is driving me nuts soon! At least 1 or more tests every week and it consists of many chaps, not forgetting Mastering Communication's presentation, a mock one and the actual one. Followed by exams :( Uni is really tough, got to study so many modules with heavy contents within 14 wks! So much diff compared to poly which is 16 or 17 wks with a much lesser content.
Self-discipline is a must. Apparently, I thought I was ald quite self-disciplined, but then when I see my friends in Uni, I realised I was the slackest one among them, they seriously 100 times more hardworking than me. hahah. Physics test on thu which I hate the most. Then mock English presentation after test, nervous as it has been a long time since I last presented and my lecturer is an Eurasian so yea his english is damn gd. Stress!

THU: As usual, Thu is my long day in sch. 9.30 to 5.20pm. Maths & Physics lectures will always be the most boring ones. Then had our last Mastering Commuication lecture at Lee Kong Chian's LT as the rest will be e-lecture. Also had Mastering C's tutorial, it's 1 of the most fun tut in NTU I guess cos we learnt many stuffs during Mastering C's tutorials. We learn slangs from various countries and it's quite fun. Eg. A woman in Australia's Slang is known as Sheila, Barbeque means Barbie. Shall go read more abt it during my holidays :)

FRI: Modern chem lec and Physics tut in the morning. Had subway meltz, with lettuce and mayo this time. heheh cos usually I don't put any vege at all but that was yummy! Then went to Business lib with Wee Luan to work on Mastering C's presentation. Last lesson was biochem and smth funny happened. There was an electrical trip which led to early dismissal like 45 mins earlier loh! Must be Joyce & Fiza, they probably cut some wires so that I can be dismissed early to join them at Suntec right?! LOL So yep, I went to find them and we had Fish & Co for dinner. Everything was nice except the pizza and chatted abt alot of stuffs from A-Z, A for Angmo but Z for hmmm I don know.
Nice to meet up with friends and talked abt the past yea :) Still RRRYB somemore ah! HAHAH then we walked to Shaw Tower for Tom Palette again. Fattening! On our way there, there were jokes abt BIRDS, yayaya didn't get it till Fiza told me. Went to our usual place to eat and camwhored. Did the mad girls in action hairstyle, Oh boy skali there's videocam there ah?!
Anyway, Happy Belated Birthday Fiza! Hope U like the gift that Joyce and I got it for U :)

SAT: Happy Birthday Daddy! My parents went for a half day tour organised by the committee here. So worth the price cos they went to 2 museums, Singapore Flyer and Marina Barrage. While we the lightbulbs went to PS to get him ice cream cake :) Had our dinner at Jumbo Seafood at Waterfront. Food was great, arghh don't know how much calories added =.= The waitress was damn funny, I was busy eating when my parents decided to order desserts and I didn't know the waitress was waiting for me to finish eating so that she can pass me the menu despite passing 1 to my dad. So my mum being jealous as she didn't get the menu said ahhh, U settle the bill since she passed the menu to U. All I can say is maybe I gt the friendly look la. WAHAHA, don't puke okie.

The table behind me had DSLR with them and my dad was saying there's a diff in style when U take pics with DSLR and Digi cam. And so, we took this chance to ask if we can get a DSLR and YAY, he said okie go ahead and get it! HAHAH happiest moment as he added 1 more sentence behind regarding the price :) Due to dinner, couldn't make it for Kelvin's surprise 21st Barbie *australian slang for BBQ* but I guess they surely enjoyed themselves :)

SUN: Mugging. Bad feeling lingering. So many equations to remember from 10 chps within such a short period. Googled and found some interesting stuffs, suddenly has the urge to read so I think I will get my friends from NUS during holidays to help me see if there's e version of the book cos I don't think NTU or NLB have copies of it. Watched the charity show, well the last story abt the Uni grad whom got into an accident made me or all of us cry. She's so strong & optimistic, smth that we all shld learn from her. Then got my hopes dashed when I realised NTU sem 1 2010/11 will ends only on 27 dec instead of 1 dec due to YOG. Shit la, can't go holiday ald! HOW? :( Oh ya, Take Care & enjoy the cambodia mission trip/internship Jayne! Cya 3 wks later and do SP/CLS proud :)

Geoduck Sashimi. Either U cooked it in the soup which tastes like XO soup or U eat it raw by dipping into Wasabi!

Close view of a geoduck. Not a real duck but rather a kind of clam.

Crispy baby squids. It's nice leh, like ikan bilis with sweet and spicy sauce.

This is LOVE. Lamp chop in black pepper sauce or their secret recipe sauce. Yummy yummy YUMMY!

Asparagus with XO sauce and I like it too. I am a carnivore so I am not a vege lover but I guess it really tastes nice or else I won't even touch it.

Donut with seafood paste dipped in rojak sauce. Well, I think it's so so for this dish as I still prefer it to be dipped in tartar sauce.

Their mee goreng is also not bad esp the crunchy prawns :)

Mixed fruits with Sea coconut. Refreshing esp the pineapples!

And my honeydew with sago. Abit diff from what I ate at other place but it's nice.

There's 2 cakes becos the smaller one is from Bakerzin which is given by Jumbo. And we bought the swensons ice cream cake. Hahah see Daddy, U so special. Got 2 cakes leh! And if U zoomed in to the candles *red* one. My mum so sotong to do that. LOL

Meetup with Fiza and Joyce on Friday.

2010-03-17T22:04:00.001+08:00

If it's going be a rainy day. There's nothing we can do to make it change. We can pray for sunny weather, but that won't stop the rain. Feeling like you got no place to run, I can be your shelter till it's done. We can make this last forever. So please don't stop the rain...

It has been such a long time since I last listened to Please don't stop the rain by James Morrison. Watched Private Practice ytd and they played this song and gosh, it has been on the replay mode in my head today. hahah but well, it's a nice song afterall :)
2 more days to weekends! YAY for not having to sleep & wake up early! Though I still have to mug as there are tests coming up. Went for lunch with Yvonne & Ying Huan after my lessons ytd. We had Popeye & Koi from Toa Payoh. I feel that Popeye isn't that nice compared to the very 1st time I had, which was few yrs back in Terminal 1. But the strawberry jam still makes me happy.
It was a long day in school today till 6pm. Tired and felt guilty as I was surfing net in the business lib for 1hr+ but I did upload my HW111 assignment to blackboard and shopped awhile at the BHG sales in Nanyang Audi. Oh ya, btw who's in twitter, can add me yea :) Then torturing lang puzzle class that makes me so puzzled after listening to the IPA =.= I see stars after the 3 hrs lecture.]

Alright, shall go sleep now or else I can't wake up for Mr Winder's HW111 lesson again tmr. Good Night World! Can't wait for Private Practice on Starworld tmr night though I have ald finished watching S2.

I know I should jolly well keep looking forward.

2010-03-15T22:00:00.003+08:00

I guess it's still better to say difficult as it's like a curse...

Somehow I am so addicted to Private Practice that I can even forgo blogging. So I will just do a summary of what I wanna blog :)

WED:
Met Yvonne for lunch at Jurong Point after my lessons. We had jap food and luckily we shared 1 set and the portion was just right! After that got home and mugged for Maths. And my mum won a hp & Wang Lee Hom tickets for taking part in Brands Contest. Wheee, can see my idol!
THU:
Woke up at 6.45am for Mr Roger Winder's HW111 lesson at 9.30am. But then I went back to sleep again as I was too tired. As a result, I missed his lecture though I went for his tutorial in the afternoon. Hahah personally for this sem, I think that his lessons is the most entertaining and maybe cos I prefer doing projects. YAY!
FRI:
Went to school for merely half an hour for biochem test. Then off to PS to try the bubble tea from Eskimo and it's not nice. Gongcha or Koi tasted better.
SAT:
Went to Suntec IT Fair with Joyce The Great. Gosh, it was damn crowded and we collected the brochures we wanted and walked to Iluma for lunch/dinner at Manhattan fishmarket. Ordered seafood platter for 2 and it was Yummylicious :9 After that walked to Shaw Tower for ice cream @ Tom Palette, my all time fav :) I had Salted Caramel Cheesecake & Sarsi, while Joyce has Apple pie & Rum n Raisins. I was definitely a happy girl for that moment! After gaining so much calories, we walked back to Suntec to get our stuffs. It was ard 8+ when we left for home.
SUN:
Went to grandma's hse as we were having steamboat for Jayne's farewell dinner as she's going to Cambodia for a 3wk community service.

Okie, I am starting to feel the stress as tests/exams are coming up 1 by 1. So how to unwind stress? Mummy, where's our next destination? LOL. My dad might be going to Jiu Zhai Gou when he's in Chengdu next wk. Arghh, 1 place that I wished to go for her breathtaking sceneries! Oh well, I shall passed him my cam to take pics and hahha if he spoils this cam again then confirm can get a new one as he spoilt the previous one.
Got to wake up at 5.45am tmr, but I shall finished episode 11 of Private Practice b4 sleeping :) I am at Season 3 ald!

2010-03-09T22:21:00.002+08:00

I am back from blog hiatus :)

Recess week is officially over for me! A total of 11 days spent outside NTU but U still can't escape from mugging U see. And I suddenly find studying torturing. HAHAH
Maths and Biochem tests this week. For the 1st time in my life, I hated Maths & Bio*more of chemistry*. Convergence/Divergence Tests drive me crazy. However, I am not that hardworking. I think I only spend the most 5 days wisely? For once, I attempted all my maths tutorials but then the topics are just too tough to cope. If U are wondering why I said for once, it is becos the last time that I did all my tutorials was back in poly. Uni tutorials are just so tough that U can stare at it the whole day, even with solutions but U just can't figure out why so U end up giving up and just read the notes.

Besides mugging, I went to JB with my mum last wed. And we bought 3 pairs of shoes! Then after that went to get an iphone using my dad's plan. I gt the white one but then I guess I will use it as an itouch to surf and play games for the time being cos I still prefer my N78's camera and my nano for MP3. As I transferred some pics over to my iphone, it was like walking down the memory lane. Arghh, I really miss the times in poly. Sweetest moments ever, going to sch wholeheartedly even if lessons ended real late. How the whole class tried to squeeze into the lift, gamble in the com lab or slept on the lab benches. Numerous chalets and of course the gentlemen helping out with the BBQ, leaving the gals to just eat the food :)

Anyway, didn't go out with any friends this holidays as I guess everyone is too busy with their own work though Yvonne asked me out for Alice in the Wonderland today. Sadly, I can't go cos I haven finished doing my tutorials. Oh ya, Hainita came to meet me ytd to pass me some goodies she bought for me from indo. TYVM!
Not to forget, I am about to finish Private Practice S2! And I hope that Pete can be together with Addison :) Then for Kdrama- Family Honour, I think I agree with my sis that Park Shi Hoo is handsome now. Perhaps it's the character he acted in that makes U think that he's handsome. Yoon Jung Hee is also pretty and they make a great couple in that show.

Alright, I shall go sleep now as I have to wake up at 6.45am and sch ends at 6.30pm. :( Worse than 12hrs shift!

2010-02-28T21:58:00.002+08:00

Always look on the bright side of life :) *I will try*

So I think we kind of get the effect of Global Warming these few days. Warm weather, bush fires, haze and of course headaches! And when U compare it to the weather in Melbourne, I can tell U that U will wanna stay there and not come back. LOL

This week was hell, had my 1st test for Sem 2 and 50 MCQs in 1.5h which consists of calculations & analysing. Can't finished and as usual, I think I will score badly and it makes me think twice on staying in NTU or going to RMIT. Tmr will be the start of the recess week, which means mugging for more tests after that. Then driving exam on Thu which, I don't feel like talking about it and just leave it to God, too sian n stress to think abt it.
Went out with Joyce today. We chatted, laughed, whined & complained. Oh my, really missed the times in Poly. Then smth funny happened, 1 lady turned and bumped real hard into me while we were walking along Orchard, I practically flew from the place I was standing and knocked into Joyce. Luckly Joyce was beside me, if not I think I would have fell to the ground.
Then went to Bugis, thought of eating Tom's Palette but yea it was closed on Sun. So no choice, we went to eat desserts :) And I saw Pornsak!!!!'s photo outside the shop. hahah GOTCHA

I realised the variety shows on ChU and 8 these days are not bad as I don't usually watch local productions. But I feel that Going Home & Life Transformer 2 are shows that touches ppl.
After watching the episode on Pornsak sponsoring kids in Thailand, it really touches our hearts and my parents thought of doing it as a small sum to us is really a big sum to them and it will enable them to continue studying. And I myself has make a promise that I will do the same thing when I step into the workforce, it's smth that I always thought of doing since sec sch when I happened to chance upon the World Vision advertisement in Reader's Digest.
It's only when U see these kids that U will feel how fortunate we are. There's 1 part which makes me feel guilty as I usually discard my food if I can't finished but the kids over there have been eating the same dish everyday and the teachers dilute their curry so that they will feel bloated and full after eating. Alright, really have to count our blessings that we don't have to go through this.

2010-02-22T21:20:00.002+08:00

I can understand how my nephew feels now cos U seriously don't feel like going back to sch after a long wkend T_T Got to wake up at 5.45am tmr makes me siann..
To make things worse, I have 2 tests on wed but confidence level = zero. Though it will be recess week next wk, I am still stress and my heart feels heavy, really heavy cos there will be tests after that and also my driving test. Given a choice to rewind back time, I would listen to my dad to take more lessons after poly to clear test during last yr as there is not pole now! Or maybe don't learn driving at all so I don't have this thing in my head now. Also, really think about what I wanna do b4 choosing the courses. I guess I am really afraid of failure, can't seem to find back my "never say die" attitude. It's fading, it comes and goes. All maybe these are the obstacles I have to go through to make me a stronger person.

Last wk was a pretty short one, only 2 days of sch for me. Met Yvonne for ice cream at Westmall after my driving. Udders, my 1st time trying though I still prefer Tom's Palette :) We ordered Bailey & Lychee Martini. We r The alcoholics but not that nice and the price is on the high side. Think that will be my first and last time there.
Then woke up super early on Sat to go to the temple to pray. Followed by breakfast at Geylang Bahru's market. It has been a long long time since my last time there though I grew up at that estate.

After that, went to Bukit Batok to visit my dad's friend whom is a monk. Then he told me that my life this yr shld be alright but then don't give myself too much stress. Then I was stunned cos usually he will just say alright then won't continue further. So yep told him my NTU/RMIT story then he said go for the one U think U really like, don't stress urself. Certs doesn't matter as at the end of the day U might not work in the same field. Then he quoted me this, some graduates even go sell chicken rice. Or maybe married after that, or work for my dad. Ohh well, the marrying one will be impossible unless he's a rich & older guy, hahaha. Then he said for my character, I am very stubborn, unwilling to give up thats why will give myself alot of stress, even more stubborn than my dad. This statement shocks all, cos my dad is known to be the most stubborn or maybe most determined one in my family. Think if my dad visits him again to flip cards, I wanna tag along too. Went home after that and mugged. Then my sis brought her friends to our place for visiting after going to Mr Leong's house. They are a pretty high and sporting grp, hahha and I became their photographer. First time holding a DSLR, awww makes me wanna get one too! Though I feel like getting a compact one like GF1..

Then went to grandma's hse for dinner ytd as it was Carina's 2 yrs old Birthday. Drank but no effect, just red and hot. Oh ya, smth funny happened too. My uncle asked so what did U all eat that day? So i replied Peng Chai*flower pot in chinese*, which should be Peng Cai. Then he was blur and said what?! Then my mum also said the same thing as me. Then he explained, eh U wanna eat flowerpot ah? Alright, stupid name so hard to pronounce =.=
Then my mum watched Greys Anatomy with me last night :) She agrees that Kate Walsh is pretty, she's a fantastic actress! Okie, I shall go watched 1 episode b4 I sleep. Again, I hate school!

2010-02-18T21:44:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year is a sinful period for girls. As U get to eat alot of good stuffs and snacks that make U gain calories like mad.

I skipped lesson today though I woke up at the time I am supposed to just that I wasn't feeling that gd. I had a dream last night that I was feeling so heaty and asked my mum to get me watermelons. We went all over the place to search for it and when I woke up, I really feel warm despite aircon and also my throat felt dry which I think is becos of too much singing ytd, hahah.
Then my dad asked me along to their annual CNY staff lunch. So Auntie Grace, Karin, my cousin Chua, Dad, Mum and me went to Putien for lunch. I really enjoy eating their food, it's so nice despite this busy period. Had a 6 course meal including "Lou Hei", my fav too esp the salmons, yummy! The 2nd dish was great, finally I did had a taste of what is "Peng Cai", lots of gd stuffs inside. Ate till the 5th dish and all of us surrendered, we were all so full so we takeaway the fish.

They were pretty funny and when Auntie Karin told me that she begged her tester nt to deduct somemore points cos she don't wanna retake again and he seriously didn't. Then my cousin said that was becos U r young at that time, now U do that then ur tester will shout: U GET OUT OF MY CAR! Another case was, there was this 4 characters caligraphy and we all didn't know how to read. So my cousin asked the waitress whom is a China girl. Then she said: Hmm, wo bu dong. Apparently it's not simplified chinese. Then he was quite mean to say this to her: Huh, ni bu dong. Ni shi cong na yi qian xue xiao de? Maybe wo men shi tong xue. Before he said Maybe... I was thinking huh why he so mean, then okie la he meant it as a joke after that.

Then went home and mugged for awhile before I have my dose of drugs-Greys Anatomy :) Was thinking to change the Starhub program for discovery, nat geo to Starworld etc. cos there's private practice, C.S.I and many more. Okie shall go sleep now, 3 hrs lesson tmr with long breaks in btw, so going for driving and meeting Yvonne for ice cream at Westmall too :)

2010-02-17T22:29:00.003+08:00

Long weekends are over and the holiday mood is still lingering around. Endless visitings and of course getting ang baos which means I haven't touch my books yet :( The past few late nights made me so lethargic that my mind and heart don't wanna wake up when my alarm rang this morning. And I did thought of skipping lesson though. The karaoke channel came in today and I spend the whole night singing, on verge of losing my voice now. I love songs from Wang Lee Hom and Fish Leong!

So let me recall what did I do ytd...Woke up then continue with HW 111 assignment and off to my small aunt's hse again for gamblin session. Well as no one wants to be the banker, I as the eldest took over the role for awhile. Thanks to my cousin Bernard *the one pointing in the pic*, he made my day!

Bernard: Eileen, how old R U?

Me: 20 this yr but after my bdae, I will be 21.

Bernard: Hmmm, U don't look like 20 loh, U look like 18! Wayne Kor kor also but Brand looks like 20.

Me: Burst out laughing and thank him

As U know kids don't lie and sweet talk ppl so yea I am so happy that he said I look like 18 :) heheh. After that, my dad treated all of us to Seafood Paradise for dinner, all thanks to my 2 aunts kept "keking" my dad to treat them eat "Peng Cai" which my dad calls Pang Sai. Seriously, I think it's a waste of $ to go out and eat during CNY time. Food not up to standard and worse still it's damn ex. The 2 tables cost near to 1.1K. I admit that I do feel the pinch, I can buy a DSLR or a trip to Hong Kong/Taiwan with that amt.

And ya I can't figure out what U are thinking, wanna see how ppl react or try to add fuel to fire is it? It's not very nice really. Alright time to sleep before 12 and sch starts at 10.30am and ends at 3.30pm tmr, smth to be happy abt. Heard that Prof Lee got complained and Prof Loh came to evaluate his teaching on last fri, the lesson I ponned. Somehow I feel sry for him, he's a nice and patient teacher and can tell that he tried his best to teach just that there are too many confusing terms in biochem. Hopefully, nth big happens :) Can't wait for wkends to be here, mugging and watching Greys/Private Practice are on my do-list!

2010-02-15T23:35:00.004+08:00

My 21st Chinese New Year

It's already the 2nd day of the Tiger Year and that's fast. Of course, we were the busiest on the 1st day when we go around visiting relatives. It was also Valentine's Day which meant a day to love the ppl around you. Arww, what a meaningful day :)

Woke up early ytd despite sleeping super late. 1st stop was my paternal grandparents' house.
It's a day whereby U will "HAPPY NEW YEAR" all day long plus handshakes and of course collecting ang baos! Then stayed there till about noon before leaving for my maternal grandparent's house. On our way there, Wilma, my ex-maid called us from Philipppines to wish us. She's so sweet that she never fails to call us on CNY, our birthdays despite leaving Singapore abt 12 yrs back. And all the best to her as she will be leaving for UK to work.

As usual, we were the last to reach my ah ma's hse. And it was filled with alot of ppl till I am alittle lost cos everyone starts to wish U n passed U the ang baos and there again, U will have to remember their names and greet them. hahah that's what happened when U have lots of relatives. And my same old cousin always asked me about boyfriend when he sees me and my mum will always come to my rescue by asking him why leh and asked him to save up $$$.
And congrats Cousin Susie, she's so lucky cos she strike 2nd prize in 4D ytd so she will be treating us lunch this Sunday :)

Went home after dinner to wash up before heading to the next place, my small aunt's hse to gamble. For once I won $ playing blackjack and we left abt 1 am. I was so tired that I fell asleep the moment I lay down. And I woke up real late today, abt 11+ am and my body was aching badly. Then William and family came to visit us today with little gal! Followed by my 4th aunt. So in another word, I haven't have the time to mug :( And isn't it pathetic to have to think about sch matters when it's supposed to be a joyful occasion?! Gosh, after looking through HW 111A assignment which is due next wk, I gt a bad feeling cos I don't know what to write for it! May God bless me to generate some ideas tmr which means I gotta skip the afternoon gathering at small aunt's hse tmr, only to join them at night cos dad's treating all for dinner.

See Eunice, I am still taller than U!

The NG family though still short of 1 more Uncle whom is in Canada and 2 more aunties.

Then here comes the super big family, The ANG residence.

The guy in red is the cousin I mentioned above. LOL almost all my cousins have ald given birth to the next generation, so yea that's the diff in age gap.

Sister, Cousin, nephews and niece = 2 generations camwhoring together. LOL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR COUSIN JAYNE!

HAHAH, my cousin on the left is so tall that we looked like dwarfs beside her.

No wonder the kids are so gd at their maths now cos they play too much blackjack ald

This looked like kampung pics, we were like advertising for Sunlight.

Doing stunts, camwhoring in the middle of the road.

We are taller than U mummy! heheh

Then off to my small aunt's hse to gamble!

2010-02-14T02:09:00.008+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

AND HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY :)

*ROARS, cos is the year of the Tiger*

I hope that the Tiger year would be a better one for all, as the Ox year isn't that gd for me or perhaps I am too greedy, not contented with what I have, hahah.

Those gambling-Mahjong, Blackjack or poker, may U win lots n lots of $ and pls remember to treat me. Those going for visiting, collect alot more ang baos with bigger amounts. Those studying, then passed with flying colours. Those working then U shall earn more $ and get more bonuses. Those in NS, then get higher ranks faster so ur pay will also increase! Those singles, may U find the right person in ur life! Those attached, then may U stay sweet forever :)

Most importantly, stay healthly and happy!

Valentine's Day this yr is really meaningful as U can shower ur love not only to ur bf/gf but also family members right?! Last but not least, Happy Birthday Jayne! Cya later at grandma's hse :)

I know that I just blogged abt 2 hrs ago but then since I am waiting for my hp to be fully charged so I thought I might as well blogged first as I might not have the time to blog tmr. So after the countdown, mass send smsed to friends followed by Viwawa with Yvonne. We played Big 2.5 for like 1/2h but gt sian of it. Wah, I missed those days whereby we played in sch com lab/lib, that was like 1 yr ago...Alright, since I am stil waiting, I shall post what a geomancer wrote abt SNAKES. But then I will rephrase it cos I don wanna get be sued for plagiarism. LOL

ROMANCE

U will have to stay faithful to your partners even though ur luck with the opposite gender is favourable. Young girls got to use analyse people U meet by using sound judgement and rashness will get U into trouble.

CAREER

You would have to rely on urself and enhance your skills to advance ur career. Respecting by paying attention to ur colleagues is also crucial.

HEALTH

Male-Beware of accidents and bone fractures.

Female-Young girls have got to be careful to avoid being make use of. Pregnant but unmarried girls shld nt rush into abortion, instead, they shld seek help from their parents. It's important to take note of ur mind and body. Got to pay attention to poor blood circulation and psychasthenia.

STUDIES

Grades will be affected due to lack of concentration. Parents shld encourage instead of being harsh to ur child. Health would be affected and shld avoid celebrations and funerals.

OVERALL for 1989 SNAKES

Male- Even though romance luck is favourable, there are lots of obstacles in ur studies/career. Besides learning how to juggle btw this 2 areas, U need to make a decision by choosing the best. But, it is easier to be said than done.

Female-There will be numerous suitors due to favourable romance luck, but acting sensibly is important. If there is any unexpected pregnancy, always discuss with ur parents or else it will caused harm to ur mind and body.

Okie, it's 3am now and I shall go and sleep as it will be a long and busy day later! Good Night and Sweet dreams everyone!

2010-02-13T23:54:00.002+08:00

Just in time to blog for the last day of the Year according to the Lunar calender :)
I was the bad girl again as I ponned my afternoon class on friday as I was ald having the holiday mood. CBC 112 lecture was fun, Prof Linder from France did some "magic" with little nitrogen. She's damn funny but noisy at times, she said hmmm so Valentine's Day falls on the same day as CNY, well then it would be nice if ur bf buys U an orange tree =.=
Then met Pui Sauw at Bugis for lunch at Waraku followed by ice cream at Tom's Palette. Their ice creams are really very nice, must go there and try!

Today was a busy day for me. Helped to wash car under the hot sun, and I guess it's a gd exercise I sweat alot. Then prepare the food for steamboat and not forgetting sushi. Had reunion dinner at my hse this yr. It's a pity that my grandfather still didn wanna join us cos of the conflict over him and my maid. But overall, everything went on smoothly and yea looking forward to the New Year in another few mins! So bye Ox *MOOO* and hello Tiger *RAHHH* :)

2010-02-10T22:08:00.002+08:00

GOOD GIRLS GO BAD BAD BAD...

Lectures today and I filled the lecture hall(left row) with my strawberry flavoured love letters fragrance. 1 guy even said the ester smell too strong ald, that's so chemistry but heheh so sry for the smell =9 Then had subway melt for lunch and I have got to stop that cos it's freaking expensive for a poor student like me. Saw the NTU sweater, arghh I feel like buying but it's out of my budget, hmm shall asked my mum about it.

Initially what we planned was to do HW111A assignment but we went to Valenwine at Nanyang Audi and got stucked there. $2 for 4 winetasting, sounds cool huh?! That's what I thought too and yea I happily went drinking inside. Yvonne smsed me and when I told her that I was drinking wine and I think she thought I was joking for a moment. hahah Yvonne ur name appeared in my blog again!
Anyway, I had red wine, white wine, fruit wine and cocktail. Then BOOMZ, my face and body begun flushing, just like what happened in chalets but this is in NTU. Ohh my tian...felt like digging a hole and hide just now. Drinking just reminds me of DCHE, class 23 peeps, chalets, gamblings, squeezing behind the rented van to go joyride in the middle of the night, last but not least I learnt to play L4D though I am the noob, always kanna shoot from them! So what I learnt during my Chemical Engineering days? I LEARNT TO DRINK! HAHAH. Then went lecture at 3.30 with my tomato face, well alcohol makes me warm so I don't even need jacket, it's just that alcohol + lecture = building sandcastles in the air :) 2 days more to Friday! I am happy except for 1 thing, what abt U??

2010-02-09T22:36:00.000+08:00

My sis and my body might be in Singapore but then our souls seem to be miles away, perhaps still in Melbourne. We miss the weather and life there. No stress, relaxed mode anytime anywhere...

Alright, a summary of what happened last week till now. Week 4 is over and workload getting heavier. Tests/Exams getting nearer, mood getting lousier. Oh my, that rhymed huh hahah.
Had prac on last Tue and the TA(yr 4 students) gt mood swing I think and she "lectured" me when I removed my gloves by saying: U think U gt time to paint ur nails in yr 2/3/4, what U will do is just stay in the chem lab and smell chemicals all day! LOL and she gt a shocked when I said I know chemistry is tough thats why I defer my business in RMIT.
Oh well, I kanna her again today and I thought die, she will surely remember my face. To my surprise, she smiled sweetly at me la and kept coming to my place to ask and help me if I gt any qns abt the lit research. Weird

Back to last week, met Pui Sauw after my lessons on Tue. Off to Vivo for lunch/dinner.
Had our mastering communication skills last Thu, the lesson where most feared but to my surprise, it was fun. We got to compete by building a tower with newspapers within 25 mins and graded on 3 components. Oh well, ours was quite funny, shortest but it looked like a Olympic torch, not that fantastic compared to the other 2 but yea gt some votes but lost in the end due to a push to test out the stability by Mr Winder. It was all abt team bonding and get to observe the other team and in turn friends observed abt us. Luckly mine was a +ve comments from Jonathan, he said my leadership style is Democratic. YAY :)

Anyway, I think I can understand what Joyce Tan was feeling back then, exasperated at every single thing for the slightest reason. Again weekends was spend on shows, I gt to be sent to rehab to stop my addiction to Greys and Private Practice. To make myself feel less guilty, I did some reading of my horrible notes on Modern Chem. As Mon was my offday from school, went to Orchard with my mum for shopping and to get the decoder box changed to hubstation as I subscribed the karaoke channel. heheh can practise my singing at home now.

Watched a few videos on youtube just now about how that Pastor Rony Tan bombarded Buddhism. Though I am not a buddhist but I do feel annoyed when I watched those videos. He's making himself like a fool and seriously it's not funny to make neg comments on other religions esp SG is well know for being racial harmony. He reminds me of my neighbour opposite, that damn spinster made sarcastic comments when she saw us praying during 7th mth. She made statements like: Wah, so hard working ah?! OPPS sry and Hmmm so U all believe in ghosts is it, then I shall recommend U to someone powerful to get rid of them. See, that's so sickening can =.= No use preaching so hard, U will only make ppl pissed off more. And everyone has the right to choose what to believe in. To me, all gods are the same as long as they teaches us good things :) ***This is just what I feel against that pastor and my neighbour, it has nth to do with Christianity, just to clarify first in case some of U guys feel offended after reading this***

Few more days to Chinese New Year, can't wait! Spring cleaning followed by reunion dinner and collecting ang baos :) Alright, shall go sleep now and pray hard that I don't wake up in the middle of the night again as I have been experiencing that the last few nights.

2010-02-01T22:22:00.002+08:00

U will only treasure your precious weekends when the semestral starts :( Weekends passed so fast that I can't really remember what did I do in this pathetic short 3 days. Facebook-ed and saw Vivien & Eewoon posing with the TVB stars-Tavia and Shirley in Hong Kong airport!!! Envy them lots! hahah then watched 2 episodes of Greys S6 and the website has some error so I watched Private Practice after that. And hopefully I won't get them mixed up in my head. Sidetrack abit, Tim Daly starring as Pete Wilder has that charisma despite his age. When I say age, it doesn't mean he's young but rather an uncle cos he's 53. LOL. Can someone tell me why there is no new episodes of Gossip Girl S3 as it's still at epi 12 since 1 mth+ back.

About 13 more days to CNY and somehow the new year mood is ald lingering around me. My mum bought all the cookies, goodies and deco. Even b4 CNY starts, we finished half the container of pineapple tarts that my neighbour gave :) And I also spring clean 1/3 of my rm today. Really missed those days when I will bring goodies to school and share with all my friends. Those were the days but they will be memories that stays. Talking abt SP, saw the newspaper article today. SP emerges 1st for the JAE intake surpassing NP. Gosh, this 2 schs are constantly "fighting" but as an ex-SP student, of course I support SP!
Can't wait to watch U're the man on Ch U 8pm tmr, not becos I am a tikopek but it's rather funny to see how those guys react to challenging stunts. Go watch and U will know what I mean cos my family laughed to tears last week. Je ne sais pas, le ce pourrait etre la motivation.
Alright Bonsoir ppl!

We are all susceptible to it, the dread and anxiety of not knowing what's coming. It's pointless in the end, because all the worrying and the making of plans for things that could or could not happen, it only makes things worse. So walk your dog or take a nap. Just whatever you do, stop worrying. Because the only cure for paranoia is to be here, just as you are.
-Grey's Anatomy

2010-01-28T21:16:00.005+08:00

HELLO !!!

I can smell my long weekends cos yep I don't have school on Mondays :9
This week was pretty slack and I am lovin it! YAY
Went to meet Joyce Ang at Dover after my lessons on ytd and I waited for abt 45 mins and kill time by reading my notes. Okie well, I got to brainwash myself to study, read notes, read textbooks and do tutorials! And I hate that seriously. I wasn't that hardworking in poly and perhaps that's the reason why I still can't adapt to mugging lifestyle. And in UNI, U will feel that U are damn stupid in tutorial classes cos U can't attempt a single qns =.=

Back to topic again. Met her and off to The Cathay for Astons! We had fishes either being fried or grilled, not that bad but not that nice either. After that, we went to Plaza Sing to shop for her friends' Birthday presents. At 5pm, we left for Marina Barrage. It was a nice place to relax, fly kite, picnic, camwhore and listen couples, it's a gd place to "paktoh" hahah. We spent abt 1.5hrs there chatting and camwhoring. 1 of our topic was about Zodiac. Okie, I will post what I saw in the book in my next post. Caution, pls tie up ur hair or else U will be like us, eating our own hair when the wind blew. And it can be quite irritating to meddle with ur hair almost every moment. Alright, pictures time and Good Night peeps! I can't wait for tmr to come when I can watch Grey's Anatomy Season 6 this time, heheh.

We had like 8 shots of jumping pose and only 2 were good shots. So tired after jumping up and down like crazy gals.

Remember how my feet got sun tanned in Sentosa last year??

After 10 mths, they are finally fair again! What a big contrast huh..

Last pic capturing the sunset before we left that place.

Should I dye my hair to chestnut colour??

2010-01-25T22:33:00.002+08:00

When something begins, you generally have no idea how it's going to end...

I was so engrossed watching Grey's Anatomy that I didn't even have the mood to blog. I really this show and it brings out the emotions in me. I remembered I cried really hard 2 nights back while watching it. And I had swollen eyes for the whole of the next day. Finished my Season 5 and when George O Malley died, I cried real hard too. TSK I know...I am an emotional freak and I hate myself for that too! I can't wait to start Season 6 and I am sad that I can't start it tonight cos I gt sch tmr :( Wanted to pon cos it was merely just 2 hrs of tutorials but I forgot that I have to hand in my prac report tmr. Arghhh and I didn't touch my books for the wkends and it's just gone like this.

It's fast, I went JB shopping with my mum last monday and I managed to get 1 pair of sneakers and 1 pair of heels! That's ladies okie. And Joyce just fb me just now to ask me if I wanna go in next wk :) Then study all the way till friday when I joined my mum and sis after my sch at 6+ to Vivocity. I tried ThaiExpress for the 1st time in my life. Well, was not that bad though I gt a little sick of it at the end. And we had a shocked when we get home to see digging of the ground outside our gate. In short, Starhub contractors accidentally burst our waterpipe and it's leaking so they repaired for quite long. And it's only like 10+pm when we get to use the water. But the problem still exists till now. And the PUB ppl came like 4 times today, only to leave at 9+ just now. Hopefully everything would be fine tmr :)

The tomyam noodles not very nice, but the drumlets were delicious. My beef Kway Tiao was also not bad and the Beef noodle soup was also nice. Before I forget, Toa Payoh has Popeye now! Whooo~

This is what I took when I went to my grandma's hse.

My niece making funny faces when I asked her to pose for the camera. NAUGHTY gal

2010-01-20T22:33:00.003+08:00

We don't wish for the easy stuff. We wish for big things. Things that are ambitious, out of reach. We wish because we need help and we're scared and we know we may be asking too much. We still wish, though, because sometimes they come true...

Oh well, school started a week or so and I can say that it's horrendous. Maths and Physics are back haunting me. Modern chem and biochem, not that innocent either. Anyway, I will just cross my fingers and hope for the best and it will be back to square one, making decisions once again. It's only the 2nd week and I am freaking out at the amount of tough contents that we are learning now. Really gt to stop procrastinating as I don't catch what the profs are trying to teach. In the first place, you got to catch the right word they used as they have weird accents. Something to conquer too, reading textbooks. I hate reading textbooks!

Been watching Greys Anatomy, Season 5 this few days :) Love the plot, casts and the reality they are portraying- People comes and goes in your life. I was so touched to an extent that I cried while watching 1 of the episode. Can't wait to start season 6 and Private Practice. Shall put Gossip Girls S3 on hold first so as to accumulate more episodes and watch it all at one time. Arghh sian, I got to sleep now as school starts at 9.30am all the way till 5.30pm :( Can't wait for weekends to be here and CNY too!!!
Good Night People!

I am still wishing no matter what...

2010-01-12T22:31:00.003+08:00

Oh yeah I know that it's not easy, I know that it's hard. Know it's not always pretty. Get up and go, take a chance and be strong. You can't spend your whole life holding on. Don't look back just go, take a breathe, move on.

Time to face the music. Somehow, I feel like a kid reluctant to go back to school. The last time I felt this way badly was in sec 3. I think I am scared to go through the stressful days once again, it's really a roller-coaster of emotions last year. All in all, I fear school. My mum told me that she had this feeling back in her secondary school days and I laughed at her in the past as I didn't understand what she meant at that time. But I understand that feeling now. Oh well, 3 more days before weekends are here again. This holidays ended really fast, it feels as if I just came back from Melbourne not long ago only loh. I actually can imagine myself walking in the streets of Melbourne City and not to forget about the shivering part in Philip Island which my sis always mocked at me by imitating my action... After speaking to Mr Cheah last Sat, the thought of studying overseas seems to linger in my head as it seems super relaxed except that I will be homesick for sure. My sis on the other hand was the stronger one, she said she would like to go overseas for her studies for exposure and gd idea if we both go together right?! hahahah but my sis didn't wanna go with me due to some reasons, so sad :( Yvonne should know what's the reason right? LOL

Regretted a little that I didn't enjoy my holiday to the fullest. My initial plan was to have a few rounds of badminton but yea to no avail. But I did quite alot of stuffs today, like off to Telok Blangah to collect Oratane then back home to finish up Born Rich and yea it was nice! Then painted my nails, a blue theme this time :) Yup 11pm now so I shall go sleep as I gt to wake up at 6.45am tmr. Arghhh I hate school! How I wish I can homeschool !

Back to the n.e.u.t.r.a.l mode for now.

2010-01-11T23:09:00.003+08:00

WHAT'S NEXT?

Tonight shall be my last night of freedom as school starts on wed. So bye to: Sleeping & waking up late, shopping, watching shows till past midnight, slacking my afternoon away and an empty mind. I don't like school to start, surely get "thermal shock" once again. Somehow they are right, I feel exasperated all the time and about all sort of stuffs. I got to brainwash myself to not feel this way or else I will find that everything is going haywire in my life which might not be that bad after all.

Went to rebond my hair as CNY is approaching! Okie I know there's abt 1 mth to go still but yea when sch starts, I think I won't have the time U see and I have ald bought all my new year clothes! Don't call me kiasu. Maybe I shall try big curls the next time round. Whenever I hear the word rebonding, it reminds me of what happened to my last rebonding. I made my mum angry the day b4 my rebonding by asking her to troubleshoot her labtop and as a result she gave me a cold shoulder and I have to pay for my own rebonding. When I told my poly friends abt the troubleshooting that time then they sort of lectured and laughed at me. No choice, chemical engineering teaches me abt troubleshooting so that term comes naturally whenever some technical problems occur. heheh crap I know.
Then met Pui Sauw and we went Citysquare which was 1 stop away from Boon Keng as we were wearing just T shirts and shorts. Not bad as it was huge and the cleaner was super hmmm friendly? Cos I was walking towards the toilet then he looked at me and pointed towards the direction of the toilet so I say ya here right? Then he said yep, go into the baby one =.=
Okie time to spend my last night wisely by trying to finish watching the hk drama Born Rich :)

Before I forget if U guys are free can help me to vote for her or asked ppl that U know to vote at this website
www.simpleskincare.com.sg/smile/votes.asp?id=561
Thank You Very Much in advance and U can vote up to 3 times a day and remember to verify the email to complete the whole voting process! YAY :)

Nice background and the purple sofa was damn comfortable at the foodcourt.

U guys shld try this Pearl Milk bubble tea from this shop called Gong Cha at B2 of Citysquare Mall. It's damn nice and tastes different from those stalls outside though it costs $2.50 a cup.
Affinity is the word.

2010-01-10T13:56:00.003+08:00

I am feeling lethargic once again.

Yvonne and I went back to SP ytd for lunch at FC4 followed by "sunbathing" at the new area in the lib. Spend around 1 h there chit chatting and listening to the boring classical music. My sis came to join us after that as she wanted to attend the open house. Went to CLS booth and saw Mr Cheah Sin Moh and Mr Ting Kok Eng, chatted with them abt DCHE and wow so lucky for the new batch they gt a 2 yrs degree programme. LOL he still remembers us la. Even Ting Heng Luan also remembers us and Mr Cheah said that we owe Mr Ting $ thats why he remembers us or else is becos we were pretty. wahahaha. Then 2 other lecturers from Sch of Business thought that my sis and Yvonne were sisters LOL okie I know why becos is due to my skin colour. Thumbs up for SP Open house, the ppl there were super friendly and even the principal mingled around with students, totally no airs.

After that, Yvonne and I went to Island Creamery for ice creams while my sis and her friends went to NP Open house. The ice creams were nice but I prefer Tom's Palette :) We parted there and I hopped onto the bus my sis was in and home sweet home.

2010-01-08T22:46:00.005+08:00

School is starting real soon, to be exact it will be on a wed. Timetable quite packed but I will only go sch on 4 Mondays in a sem, at least there is smth for me to be happy about right? The thought of going through horrible horrendous hell days again makes me sick. I guess I will get depression very soon when school starts. Arghh! Sometimes, I envy my friends whom are working now or even those in SIM. They enjoy school yet they gt their free time to do the things they want and that's what UNI life is all abt right? Or those working, they don't have to stress over exams and gt $$$. For me, is like U chiong all the way till the end of the sem b4 U can play :( No life. There was an article ytd that shows that more teenagers are having depression or suicidal thoughts as they sleep after midnight. Okie I think I am one of them but of course without the suicidal thoughts and plus mood swing now, I can conclude that I HATE SCHOOL!

Met Joyce and Fiza for gathering ytd. Met Joyce 1st for shopping but more of a makan and chit chat session ay Ayam Penyat in Lucky Plaza. Talked abt many things, told her what's on my mind. I gt to choose btw sch's name or interest. Even if it's my interest, I don't know how well I will fare cos I have nv encounter that in my life. Maybe time will guide me. Regarding relationships which was a general topic, we both agree that when U r in love with that person, U will be blinded by him/her and she came out with this term what kaya on ur eyes which I still don't get why it's kaya?!

Then Fiza joined us at 4.30pm and we roamed around aimlessly. Wanted to go Timbre but I don't think is halal and moreover we don't know the way there so yea next time class gathering there k, cos I am dying to try their duck pizza. We ended up in Fish & Co and we continued our topic and it was really fun talking to U gals. Fiza said that I am like a little girl among them though I can't remember the exact word she used, hahah maybe the slowness in eating huh. After dinner, we took a stroll back to Orchard and we jay-run and it was quite exciting, the 3 of us holding hands and run like nobody's business. Was telling them I dreamt of snake and Fiza said the Malays also believed that if U dream of snakes means U will have someone soon. Then I said nah where got, don have and yea I gt teased by them once again esp Joyce Tan! Good Luck to U gals and meet up soon again :)

Stayed at home today watching my drama while my parents went shopping. I don't wanna be lightbulb U see. My sis only came back from Taekwondo training in the evening and off to Orchard for Shashlik! The 1st family dinner outside in 2010. Bun, Borsch soup, 1 dz escargots, diff kind of steaks: 2 Sirloin steak, pepper steak & Steak a la Russe which is steak fillet with mushroom sauce. And there is Baked Alaska today! Wheee~~I think I gt to jog together with my sis to burn off the extra calories after this sinful holiday while she trained for her Napfa as Ms Aw is her PE teacher and we all know how stress is her PE lesson right until I always have butterflies in my stomach..Gosh, it's past midnight now that means I am going to be depressed tmr, hahah. Anyway, I will be accompanying my sis and Annabel tmr to SP's open house and I am meeting Yvonne for lunch as well! Back to the old school tmr :)

The smashed chicken which claims to be their signature dish and my avocado juice!

Followed by dinner at Fish & Co. But I only had a bowl of soup as I was feeling full.

Camwhoring in the toilet like as usual.

Time for SHASHLIK

It may look disgusting but it tastes real good. Escargots!

More food!

This is my fav. Baked Alaska! The auntie lighted the alcohol with flame and poured onto the cake.

BOOMZ! The word everyone is using now all thanks to Ris Low =.= Anyway, the cake is on fire now!
Ice cream cake inside and cream on the outside which tastes like burnt Marshmallow and rum. Cold and Hot, a special kind of taste that U can only find in Shashlik!

2010-01-03T23:53:00.004+08:00

Two is better than one.

School starts tmr but Not For ME! And Mr Oh is going to teach my sis's class Bio. Woah cool, my fav teacher besides Mrs Brenda Leong in Bendemeer Sec! Okie I know I am mean to write this but don worry cos I will also feel siann next wk. Felt so bored these days and yep watching my hk drama to kill time but at a super slow rate which is unlike me. Went to Toa Payoh ytd to run some errands together with my mum and well it was an experience after all right mummy?! Got my photos developed too. I really miss my poly life after looking through the pics :( So sad...Hopefully the gathering this thu will still be on yea. hahah cos I know Joyce misses me lots right?? Gosh, wait I am not a lesbian k!

Spend my day at Grandma's hse. As usual using laptop n playing with the naughty gal and she's getting cuter each week, copying our actions or what we say just like a parrot. LOL. Then my grandma shocked me with another question. Not about boyfriend this time round but rather, Ah Ling ah *she calls me that btw*, when are U getting MARRIED?! Seriously, it shocks me lots cos bf qns still alright but marriage hmm I am still young for that la ah ma hahaha. Then my mum was like soon, ah ma U go n save up for ang bao $$$ k. LOL that's the diff btw the grandmas from both side. Paternal side will say study 1st when my uncles teased me abt boyfriends cos they won't believe I don have esp when I'm from Chem engineering U see..Oh boy, Chinese New Year is coming and I shall hear more of it again....hahah

This is damn funny, Red bean moustache. LOL

I never ate so many strawberries in my life cos I think is the season now and everywhere is selling them but sour one leh. So no choice, got to go with Chocolates which is ahhh fattening!
And strawberries reminds me of Melbourne where I plucked and stepped on mud and the unglam washing >:(

2010-01-01T22:38:00.006+08:00

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare. Somebody pinch me...

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS!

It's 2010 so everything starts afresh now :) YAY!

Countdown was spend on watching tv cum using msn and discussing the on-going stuffs on TV with Yvonne. Still I prefer Chinese New Year, the atmosphere seems to be more rowdy and yeah it's going to be here real real soon! On Valentine day somemore but yea not much impact on me but it's going to be Jayne's Bdae. Triple celebration for her!
To clarify some stuffs that friends have been asking me online regarding my nick. Nothing special, just some song lyrics so don't let ur minds run wild yea. Though some songs really reflects on what's on my mind. Thanks Zakee for introducing me such as nice song by John Mayer-Friends, lovers or nothing. And yep U will see me in school bro though we all hate school to start right, arghh sian! Songs reminds me of the promise made with Yvonne and Ying Huan, we got to postpone our promise to the KTV to this year and also the clubbing class gathering which I can't wait to go!

First day of the year was spend on rotting. Super bored and my sis was driving me crazy with the silly actions!!! STOP THAT TMR PLS!!! I was a noob when it comes to games. Even my mum plays better than me when we were playing some monkey jumping game on ITouch. As my uncle was going to treat us dinner at Tradehub21 in Jurong East, googled for the map and we ended up wowing at the satellite map. Even googled Philip Island in Melbourne, the place where I shivered like a penguin la..Technology is really amazing!
Anyway, the dinner was great but damn ex and Thanks 2nd Uncle for treating us to such a sumptuous meal. My 1st time eating Buddha jumps over the wall hahah. Then brought grandma for a joyride to Orchard Road to view the Christmas lightings. Back at home, drank vodka and feeling so sleepy now. Got to stop my alcohols for a while so as to not be a alcoholic. Will nv forget what happened on the plane that time. I asked for Singapore Sling and I swear I didn't lie on purpose abt my age cos the stewardess asked me: Are U 21? And b4 I heard the 1, I said yes cos I thought legal age to drink was 18. So I gt my drink and suay, air turbulence for 1/2h and it really spin my head right round =.= So

FOOD FOOD FOOD

This is the Buddha jumps over the wall and each of us has 3 servings of it with different ingredients in it and that pot cost like $700. *faints*

My beloved school which contains the most beautiful schooling memories in my life with the bestest friends I have known! YOYO DCHE 23!

I am trying not to tell you, but I want to. I'm scared of what you'll say. So I am hiding what I'm feeling. But I'm tired of holding this inside my head.

2009-12-31T19:47:00.002+08:00

REFLECTIONS *4hours to 2010*

BYE 2009 and HELLO 2010. Though I don have the New Year mood now compared to last year.

2009 was a year filled with mixed feelings. The first 2 months were spend on rushing projects and mugging for exams but then it was stress with happiness. After which, all of us graduated in May from Singapore Polytechnic with a diploma in Chemical Engineering :) But it was also the time that all of us became closer and hopefully it will be friends forever. First get away trip with a few of my polyfriends to batam.

In august, I finally started my next phase of schooling life. After all the hardwork, got myself a place in Chemistry and Biological Chemistry in Nanyang Technological University. Life wasn't that great inside and was struggling all the way. Faced some tough challenges and some serious thoughts about what's next in life. Tough to be an adult yea.

All in all, did achieve all except 1 of my 2009 resolutions. So below is my checklist for 2009:

Graduate with a diploma in hand.
Get into NTU.
Everyone in my family staying healthy & happy.
Strong friendships made esp during the stage when I felt very lost, thankful for the encouragements from all. U guys made me feel like I am a small little gal being protected :)
Get away trip to Melbourne and yay that was smth that I will remember forever!
The last one, I shall keep it a secret as it's still not achieved yet.
Ohh yea and my mum just bought me the watch! TYVM

So since I made New Year resolution in 2009, then I shall make another one for 2010. But then, not much difference from the old ones. There you go, may 2010 be a better one:

Do well in school and make the right decision to stay or leave.
Celebrate my 21st Birthday with my family and friends.
Don't worry, be happy and healthy for everyone in my family.
Get away trip to recharge.
More time spend with my family and friends.
And seeing 1/2 of my friends getting attached, of course the singles envy. Okie know what I mean right..

2009-12-30T22:16:00.002+08:00

Exasperation. This is how I feel few days back, super paranoid too. That's why I sounded emo the last few days hahah and I think the stuffs I said also scare my family too. But I guess and hope that I am back to my normal self cos in the past, I always tell myself that it ain't that bad as what I think to enlighten myself and it usually works but not recently but yep brainwashing myself that it works now and forever! Things happen for a reason no?? Oh well, I must be experiencing mood swing...Can I go back to the life in sec/poly cos it's so much simpler, not much stuffs to think about.

Tmr is New Year's Eve. Well, don't have the countdown mood compared to last yr. I don't like 2009 compared to 2008, hope that 2010 will be a better one :) Maybe that's becos I don't like changes, in fact I fear it cos uncertainty lingers but still I am adapting to it slowly even though I am reluctant to do so. That's life you see, ppl come and go in ur life but what they leave behind is memories, gd or bad I don't know. hahah
Went to JB with my mum, sis and my 3rd aunt n uncle. Shopping was alright only, not that great as what I expected but it was still a gd experience as it was ages since I last went in. Smth funny happened at Woodlands checkpt. My aunt was telling us that the biometric system was very easy and stuffs then all of us went through it except hers due to the person b4 her. And she panicked until the police told her, Don't panick don't panick and we were all laughing away. Alright, shldn't laugh cos that happened to me during Melbourne trip but I did not panicked and just go by the old method but the scissors case during Hong Kong trip did freaked me out alittle. LOL. Left ard 4pm, only to reach home at 5+ and my legs are aching now.

Checked exams results online, oh well I passed everything but not with flying colours. My family members were damn happy for me esp my parents and I feel a little bad and sad. By right, I should be contented to pass cos papers were really tough and given that I am quite slacked this time round, didn't really push myself that hard as my mind was in RMIT that time and just go try out the exams, withdraw and off to RMIT or like what I am doing now just try out 1 more sem. But by left, seeing my gpa n grades and comparing to what I did in poly, I really feel hmmm sad. But yea I think I am fine now after what my parents told me. When I told my dad I cleared everything and I can tell that he was damn happy and said gd that U passed and don't compare since U did the papers with that state of mind and be contented that U passed cos there are some that might have failed. Yep okie I think I get what he meant and yea Thank God for the blessing, be contented and not be greedy asking for more :) What is urs is urs, it's predestined.

2009-12-28T00:12:00.003+08:00

Pissed is the negative word while Disappointed is the positive word to describe what I am feeling now. True enough my sec sch gathering was a flop not because of the attendance. But more to do with some irresponsible bunch that made promises like nobody's business. Comeon, just say a simple NO if U don't feel like coming when we asked U but not YES then end up MIA or say what bullshit last min can't make it. Those are craps! Pussy for some I would say.. Some "lagi" best, yes yes and they told a lie which I found out eventually. If U wanna tell a lie that you are somewhere else which I assume that U can't use msn, then U jolly well block me in msn so that I won't see U online. Perhaps, I am the naive one afterall to believe what U said and I can only say that I am disappointed in U. Applause for those who came esp those that chiong down after recieving my call. I guess this is the reason why I like my poly peeps cos they are super on and won't pang seh, okie to be fair there are a minority but still not as many as this bunch.

Anyway, we did enjoy the Sunday afternoon chatting, scolding and eating. We had Manhattan for lunch and talking about old sch stuffs which was pretty funny. Followed by Starbucks as we got to find some place to seat and continue chatting. Parted at about 4+ and left for home and later to grandma's hse to fetch my mum n sis. Little gal was so cute, was teaching her colours then she can link purple to the song that goes papa bu zhai jia, wo qing ke ren jing zuo xia, zai jing yi bei cha as she mis pronounce purple as papa. LOL. Then off to Toa Payoh for dinner, wow waited for a super long time b4 we got to eat which spoils my appetite but I also feel bloated before that.

Travis, U are wearing a halo on ur head.

Another thanksgiving has come and gone. And what am I most thankful for? The truth. Sometimes it's the truth you have been trying not to face, or the truth that will change your life. Sometimes it's the truth that's a long time coming. Or the truth you have prayed would never see the light of day. Some truths may not be heard the way we hoped they would. But they linger, long after they have been said. But the kind of truth I'm most thankful for? The kind you never see coming, that falls right into your lap.

2009-12-26T21:53:00.002+08:00

We make our own fortunes, and call them fate. And what better excuse to choose a path than to insist it's our destiny? But at the end of the day, we all have to live with our choices...no matter who's looking over our shoulder.

Happy Boxing day! Did U guys enjoy boxing 1 another? haha my sis did actually, she drove me/us crazy with all those nonsense! This Sat don't feels like sat and it's just like another boring day. Maybe I will only treasure wkends once sch starts and I don want sch to start :( I have the pek chek feeling when I think abt school. So, Christmas is over and 2009 will soon be over too. I remembered my friends had a hard time telling me what's the diff btw New Year Resolution and wishes. Okie, I am sry that I still can't differentiate it hahah cos it seems the same to me. Yea so I make the same one again and see if it happens k, which I doubt so la...

Time passes so fast this few weeks. Last wk was still my poly christmas gathering and yea eating Tau Huay and crapping. Heng Hwu really super funny after he went into NS esp on the part when he showed us his hp to see his so called "gf" and followed by "us". Seriously I burst out into laughter after I saw those pics in his hp, it's so lame. I wonder when will we have our next gathering again! Anyway, take care and train hard guys cos I heard from some that the trainings are tedious. If there's a will, there's a way!
I am going to have my sec sch gathering tmr, hopefully not many will pang seh. :)
I am so into Gossip Girl once again and hahah I still think Chace Crawford is the most handsome one in GG! :)

2009-12-25T00:48:00.010+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

Check out ur socks later to see if Santa left any gifts for U k :)

I am so so tired now with puffy eyes but still decided to finish up this post b4 having a nice dream, hopefully white snake again loh..Had my maternal side annual Christmas Party at my place just now. Well, it was fun and noisy cos we have 4 generations in total. Hope U guys had fun yea! Gift exchange was a must but abit confusing this time, still numbering is better I guess. And this yr my mum added 2 mystery gifts for 2 winners and 3rd aunt and William's wife got it :) Then I asked my mum hey where is mine?? Then she said U hang ur socks and U will see it tmr loh. Every year also like that but I don see anything and hahah I didn even hang.

The party ended ard 9pm and yea it was cleaning up. Quite fast cos we have 4 ppl to help and as usual uploading the pics takes ages to complete till now 2am. Was talking with friends till I forgot to countdown. I remembered I countdown with a few friends online last yr, was quite fun and memorable actually. All I want for Christmas is..........

MY 2 FRONT TEETH. HAHAHAH

Why are my friends so curious abt my nick and assume is a WHO? It can be a what, who or yea my 2 front teeth since the song goes like this what. :)

That's a secret I will never tell, XOXO Gossip Girl. Sorry la, crappy at this hour cos I watched too many episodes of gossip girls ald..

2009-12-24T11:52:00.003+08:00

It's Christmas Eve, so fast going to be 2010. I still remembered vividly what happened last yr during this period of time, we were all rushing FYP reports, busy staying in school lib everyday but not forgetting the strong bonds formed among some of us. It will be smth that I will never forget.

We were supposed to register our modules online on Tues. Okie was a nerve-wrecking experience but still managed to register all except one. 5 modules shld be alright, an extra one don't make alot of diff to my timetable anyway. Then off to Shenton Way with my mum to settle some stuffs b4 heading to Orchard to meet my sis to shop for some Christmas gifts. Felt so releaxed these few days, been back watching Gossip Girl S3 but find it okie only, not much storyline. Then went to work with my sis, Pui Sauw and Cheai Wen at ZiKai's bookstore at First Toa Payoh SS to sell uniform. Gosh, so long didn wake up at 6am and it was quite fun selling uniform except for 1 F***ing woman who gave me shitty attitude until 1 parent also stared at her. Work ended ard 12+ so Pui Sauw and I went to Bugis to have our lunch and shop and she bought her Adidas watch from WINS at 30% off. I am also aimming at one. Pls chopped off my hands to stop me from buying. HAHAH or any kind souls willing to buy for me. LOL

Okie I shall go packed my room and bathe cos will be having another party later at home!

Craving for Waraku ytd and yep was super full from those creamy sauce.

Then we went to JCO to chat for like 2hrs +. Didn't know they also have Green Tea Frap though they called it Green Tea Freeze. Not bad but I still prefer Starbucks.

Will U be mine 1 fine day?? Pls pls pls 30% off leh!

Some say love is a river, some says love's a silly song. Some say love is all around us. It lifts us up where we belong. Some say love is hearing laughter in the rain. But on the upper east side, we all know love is pain. -Gossip Girl

2009-12-20T16:29:00.004+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS *in advance* HAHA

We had our DCHE 09 Christmas Party at my place ytd :) Well the turn up was not bad, ard 21 ppl came which was better than what I expected. And hahah the 2 guys Yi Pei & Hong Wei were the earliest to come and help at ard 10.45am which was super early compared to the rest. Wati cooked some food for lunch and we had gift exchange among ourselves. Overall, it was fun and it reminds me of my poly times, all the laughters and like the PTN outing we had 2 yrs back. It's always the case, the gals were talking abt Uni/Working stuffs while the guys hahah they were talking abt army stuffs. Okie, I do understand some of the terms they used like OCS/SISPEC at least so that I won't be a no head chicken U see :)

The party ended at around 4+ when 1/2 of the group went back and the remaining of us chatted, watched TV and almost wanna drink alcohol n play big fish small fish. So we left my place at ard 6pm to Plaza Sing for dinner followed by pool. Well, that was my 1st time playing that and I was a NOOB but Thanks to Heng Hwu being so patient. It was really a tiring game, my right hand aches and not forgetting my butt. Opps! Then next was Rochor Tau Huay, crazy queue and I still prefer Selegie's one =9 Only reached home at 11.45pm. Well, next gathering we shall have a clubbing gathering okie?

Time for pictures! More pictures on facebook but is compressed and better quality ones in my photobucket: http://s269.photobucket.com/albums/jj76/eileenng_89/

The few early ones. Henry, Yi Pei, Hong Wei

Fiza, Li Mei, Hainita

Followed by a small mass one with me inside!

More started to walk in when it was near to 1 pm.

I am so hungry when I see this pic now :(

Then we had our first grp photo when Hainita was leaving.

Another few more when Li Mei and Fiza were leaving.

YAY, is a tradition for us to play blackjack. But I lost again, from yr 1 straight loh!

We had gift exchange in the simplest way, just draw the number cos the stealing method abit risky. hahah

I guess Yi Pei's present was the most unique cos he wrapped with so many layers of newspaper until that it looked like a basket. Ask him to come my place to help n he ended up wrapping somemore don let me see. tsk tsk and hahah Roy gt his.

See, the many layers of newspaper.

We had 1 similar pic taken 2 yrs back, remember??

Okie now not only "1 more", but is many more and CHANGE POSE! HAHAHA

This is also another classic pic taken at this spot. Except that Kelvin didn't carry Jonathan this time round.

I wasn't the one who took this pic of HH's butt. But HH, U really look alot fitter now OFFICER!
Anyway, I have 3 friends going OCS tmr, Heng Hwu, Hong Wei and Roy. All the best and U guys can do it SIR! While the rest also went SISPEC or to the respective units, also all the best yea NSguys!

Anyone using this S90?? Wanna know if it's a gd cam which has the pic quality similar to DSLR and also gd for taking pics at night. Though the design looked super "serious".

Hanging by the moment.

2009-12-17T22:19:00.004+08:00

Finally tmr will be the day when I will take my TP. Seriously, I hope that it would be over soon so I can enjoy my holidays without a single bit of stress lingering in my mind. Praying hard that I can pass with 1 attempt, no rain, no irresponsible vehicles obstructing my way, no irresponsible and brainless pedestrians and lastly a good and lenient tester. But if things don't go my way then I have nth to say cos I have ald done my best and sometimes things are planned in such a way that no one can control it, we just have to go through that stage.

I had my 1st circuit training ytd and my 2nd one just now. Circuit is really diff from road loh, anyway I asked my instructor how did I fare then he was like okie what U can drive & park so it all depends on the tester now. Gosh, I can't control this just have to leave it to God then.
There is 1 thing that I can and must do and that is to relax and drive normally pretending that the 1 on my left is my instructor. Confidence perhaps is the key to success. I just wanna relax and be confident tmr so that I don't screwed up. Okie, I shall go sleep now as I gt to wake up early tmr. Good Night!

EDITED on Friday!
I failed my TP and has to wait till March to retake :( Sad but no choice, I have to buck up and improve on my mistakes and hope for the best.

2009-12-15T21:52:00.003+08:00

I gotta feeling.

I still miss Melbourne despite being back for a few days. I miss the weather, the relaxing pace and hmmm thats all I guess..I can't imagine myself going overseas to study but on the other hand I would like to experience that for a short period of time. Maybe any exchange programme will be great! *dreaming away*
Back in Singapore means facing reality again. Don like it! Driving Test this Friday at 11am. Well, I am nervous and I am praying very hard that I can pass on my 1st attempt. God pls bless me lots k! Thank You!!! But so many ppl have been telling me that I gt to relax n be confident. Okie I will listen and try to :) Haizzz faster over pls so Sat can have party then Thu also party. Everyday party till I don even feel worried abt the exam results..that's like so not eileen right Joyce The Great??

Was talking to Aaron Chia Sze Chai few nights back. So "zhun", he got into the same platoon as Roy & Kevin. I guess both of them surely always kanna bullied by him. Anyway, our topic always can't stay away from SHIT. That's how we gt the nick. I am Shitty Girl, while he is Shitty boy.
We were talking abt cherishing every moment we have now and enjoy life while U can as U don know if tmr will be ur last day. Then he said he talked to me also headache. So I said, I am going to aim U with SHIT next time then he said wah so innovative, aim him using myself. See, he always makes my blood boils. Still remember those crappy moments last time, what wanna built condo next time then sell me cheap cheap when I get married. Nah, I don wan later after 2 days, it collasped even though he studied building in poly but since he said his heart not in books so hmm yea I don wanna take a risk. heheh

2009-12-11T22:21:00.036+08:00

HELLO, I am back here to update about my Melbourne trip. Overall, I enjoyed alot and misses that place even though thumbs down for shopping & night life.. Australia, indeed a relaxing place to be in. The moment I thought of returning back here, I feel stress up :( That's bad I know, cos it is like running away from reality.

Also weather was cool, didn't sweat a single bit even though there was sunshine on certain days. When it rained & wind blew, OMG it was freaking cold. Average ard 12-15 degrees maybe? Totally can't wear my shorts & tanktops I brought, everyday will be jeans, blouse and jacket. Our tour guide ald said, no shorts n tanktops or else U will shake like a spaghettie. And he wasn't joking cos I was shaking despite wearing warm clothings..
6 days trip from 5 to 10 December. So luckly to fly by A380 to and fro. To me, not much diff unless U seat business class la. But still, it is the experience cos A380 only flies to certain places.

DAY 1 (Singapore to Melbourne)

Off to airport at ard 6pm as our flight was at 9pm. The lesson we learnt when taking night flight is Never eat too full for ur dinner cos they will feed U like a pig on board. hahah. The 8 hour flight was quite torturing, I was having leg and stomach cramps and I can't get to sleep on board.

DAY 2

As Australia was 3h ahead of us, we reached at 4am (SG) when it was ald 7am in Mel. Their airport super strict, NO PHOTOGRAPHY when I took my camera out outside their DFS. WTH, I don see anything wrong taking there. Realised some of them quite cocky over there but of course there were friendly ones. Felt so lethargic and right after everyone gathered, our grp which consists of 25 ppl left for sight seeing immediately. Stopped by Mac to have our breakfast b4 heading off to the city for a tour. Weather was super shiok, like walking in aircon room :)

Took 30 mins to get to the Melbourne City. We passed by places like Queen Victoria Market. Smth like our pasar malam but a cleaner and less rowdy environment.

Then Royal Melbourne Institute of Technology. For those who are studying in RMIT, it is a big and established University back in Melbourne :) Who knows, I might be studying there few mths later. hahah

Our 1st stop was St Patrick Cathedral. A church that looked like a castle with lost of beautiful flowers, fountains and statues surrounding it. All of us camwhored like mad!

The jump shot that we took many times till our feet were aching. Candid pics are always the best!

Damn nice the flowers, there's 1 more white one which is also beautiful. How I wish I can pluck some home and grow in my garden :)

The cute couple helped us with most of our family pics and in turn we also helped them to take.

I like this, it looked like we were in some parts of England..

The next place we went was Fitzroy Garden, similar to our Botanic Garden. Besides that, we were only allowed to have an outlook of the Cook's Cottate as U have to pay to enter to see some lame stuffs..

Cook's Cottate

Lots of flies flying near the Orange flower when we took and it was nerve wrecking cos U will feel itchy the moment U see it.

The 4 huge trees behind us, reminds me of F4

In the Conservatory. Well, nth special inside leh..

On our way for lunch near Crown Plaza, we passed by Federation Square. Similar to our esplanade. To make things worse, they are having art festival and ya bookfair which I am not interested in. Hahah so 1 shot and off I go.

The hotel that we are staying when we are in Melbourne City. Quite convenient as it is directly opposite Flinders Station.

Then this is 1 of their tourist attraction. Eureka Tower which is the tallest residential building. Some stories behind the structure and it cost alot to stay there, few millions..

Madness to have lunch at 9am (SG) while it was 12 noon in Mel. The chinese food from Dragon Boat Restaurant sucks man. They love to sprinkle lots of salt in their food I guess or is it becos Singaporeans are more health conscious now?? Anyway, after the horrible lunch, we head to Philip Island which took us around 2 hours + to reach. So glad that I was able to doze off during the journey but kept hitting my head on the window that cause me to wake up. Great Sceneries along the way, so nice that I can't stop clicking. hahah sky, seas, grass. Wat a great combi!

Finally reached the Chocolate Factory. Nah, not Charlie and the choco factory but rather Panny's Chocolate.

This is cool, 3 mins to see some magic. Ready??

There it goes, after 3 mins. There will be chocolate fall! * SPLASH~*

Oh ya, this is our coach with all our luggages in that little small black box. It will be funny if the driver didn't tighten the lock..

Next stop was Churchill Island to see some farm animals. Unpleasant smell and lots of houseflies, but well no choice either.

Pls don be mistaken, I am not afraid of this horse but the houseflies instead. They are so irritating! Anyway, the body of the horse feels like brush.

This horse gt fringe somemore la.

Hahah shit all over. So U gt to open ur eyes big in order not to strike lottery.

So glad that our tour don't include farm stay or else I will faint straightaway.

Something that U can only find in Australia! They are the Koalas. But sad, U can only view them from the trees n not to have close contact with it.

They are always sleepy cos they feed on gum leaves. N some fall to their death which saddens me as they are so cute n innocent looking. Can U spot it??

The Koala is fake when some ppl actually thought it's alive. LOL

Back to our Apartment to wash up b4 we left for more sight seeing.

This is the best part of this trip, to me maybe. The nobbies which U gt to see the sealrock, sunset, seagulls and some seals. When I step down from the coach, OMG came out of my mouth cos I was shocked to see such beautiful scenery and also the weather was so damn cold.

Nice right? We can't see the end of this ocean and it's the same in life, we can't see what's planned for us in life. Just got to keep walking till U hit that point.

I admit that I was scared of the seagulls to have this pose.

My dad was so lucky to have so many natural shot taken all thanks to the couple that fed the seagulls. The seagulls totally went crazy eating the chips n was shitting anyhow that it kanna 1 of my tour grp ppl.

The last stop for the night was the Penguin Parade which don't allow any cameras. But it was an educational n touching moment when all the penguins came back to their nest from the ocean when night falls. I was freezing away, when I said that, meaning I was really shivering. I guess, it was only 10 degrees at that point of time when I only wore like what I wore in lecture hall when I am feeling cold.

On our way back to The Waves Apartment, I saw lots of stars covering the whole sky. Really amazing but too bad, my camera can't captured it or else it would be 1 of my fav pic :)

Dead tired that I fell into a coma even though I set the alarm clock to off my charger.

DAY 3

The apartment looked like some schools right?

The small town in Philip Island and the ppl are super friendly there. While walking to the supermarket, there were guys shouting at my tour grp asking us to give them a hug. Nah, definitely not from me but hahah no one bothers abt that request anyway.

The 1st place we went on the 3rd day was to another garden. But I love this place more.

Then we rushed over to the Strawberry farm which took us about 40 mins journey. As usual, I doze off once again, waking up only when my head hits the window.

Busy taking pics till I only managed to pick like half box full. Luckly my dad helped me after that. It's not easy picking loh, cos so many rotten ones and the nice ones kanna picked by other ppl. N U gt to open ur eyes big or else U will be like me, my sis and other ppl in my grp. Why? Cos we stepped into the pool of mud. Yucks man, slippers n legs coated with mud. Can imagine how disgusting it is right? N after that gt to do the unglam washing as they only have sinks there. So, I did like ballet stunt to put my leg into the sink at my waist level to wash.

Anyway, the strawberries wasn't sweet at all =.= But the complimentary ice cream was not bad.

Next was a winery. WTH, they demanded us to pay A$3 for winetasting just becos we are chinese and they mistook us from mainland china. #$#%$^%&^ Comeon, we speaked gd english and we are not so "Gian Peng" like those can.. So Dennis was fed up and brought us to other winery.

Wine tasting. As I was above 18, I was allowed to drink :) My tour grp was like wah ur daughter can drink ah, not bad.. N yea my face turned red after not long, that's the bad part when I drink outside..

After Western lunch at Rye Hotel, we went to Sorrento Car Ferry Terminal to board our cruise.

Luckly I don't have motion sickness, or else I guess I will puke after eating my lunch esp fish n chips.

NAH, it wasn't this ferry. We were cheated by Dennis when he said, eh Look at Queenscliff then everyone were like wah so big shiok la. Then he said, nope ours not that =.=

This is our cruise called Moonraker Dolphins Swims.

We went cruising for about an hour and were so lucky to see all the cute creatures which was on leave the other time Dennis brought a grp to see.

The seals. They are damn smelly. We can smell them the moment our cruise passed by them and they were making lots of noise when they noticed us looking at them.

This is much cuter. The Dolphins :) N I took lots of shots b4 I can captured a nice one cos is either purely water as I am too slow or half body only. So in the end I took a video instead which can be found in my fb.

Us with the lady captain and the guy was in charged of the refreshments on board. From this pic, U can tell that Asians are really smaller in built. LOL

After the cruise, we went back to Melbourne City and checked in. 1 hour later, all of us gathered as Dennis brought us to The Chinatown for a walk and dinner. He recommended this place. Lord of the Fries saying that it tastes so nice. Okie la, like satay sauce on fries loh n it cost like A$6+ for a small box. N that's him posing behind me, no wonder my mum was laughing away when she took this.

Their pathetic little chinatown. More like dead town to me..N after dinner we rushed back to our hotel cos my mum caught a cold due to the cold wind at night.

DAY 4

Day 4 was a boring day compared to the 1st 3 days. We went shopping at Victoria's Market in the morning. Didn't have the mood to shop cos everyone was freezing away as it was raining heavily with strong winds so I guess the temp was ard 10 degrees. Tempted to buy the heat pad loh but then no place to stick n U need boiling water to reuse it.

The fruit seller so cute, he saw us camwhoring when my parents went to the restrooms then he was like U wan me to help U to take? Then after taking he said $5 each! But he was just joking.

The next stop was Eureka Skydeck. It only took 36 secs to reach 88th flrs and we gt to see the whole of Melbourne City. Too bad, it was raining so visibility was low but well it was a gd exp anyway..

Open area and the wind was so damn strong at the 88th flr. See my mum's hair, U shld know how strong yea.

Then we went Chinatown for lunch. It was the best Chinese food I have eaten so far IN MELBOURNE. Everyone agrees with me..Their restaurant food still lose to our "zi char" stall. hahah. Then 30 mins ride to Chadstone Mall to shop. Well, a very big shopping centre but the things were not cheap when U can get it at a lower price here.

But still, we managed to get some gifts for relatives n friends which adds up to be ard A$150+ till the salesgal asked if we wanted gift wrap.

Sweet ASS. LOL

Then the rest of my tour grp went for Puffing Billy while we continued shopping at Chadstone and they came back to fetch us back to hotel b4 we left for night tour at Italian Street.

Dennis recommended this chocolate shop called KOKO BLACK which is famous for their hot chocolate. Seriously, it's damn nice esp on a cold day but U will get nose bleed if U drink too much cos it' super heaty..

They have all these heaters along Italian street which is smth really gd! Feel so warm standing underneath it.

HOT and COLD. Immediately after hot chocolate, we got to pick our Gelato. Everyone was like arghh, cannot finish n eating smth so cold when it was drizzling..

The 2nd last stop was to feed the Possum. At 1st, no one wans to feed it cos everyone was afraid that it will bite. Worse still, Dennis bought 2 big loaves of bread so he says eh if cannot finish ah U gt to eat the bread..

This little gal called I forgot what name cos Dennis kept making fun of her name calling her Sheraton and said that her sis is called Shangri la..She will always wait for us to board the coach n said hello or bye to us b4 returning to her seat.

I fed it just that my mum didn't managed to capture me feeding so in the end I gt to pose for 1.The last stop was Crown Casino. N that was my 1st time stepping into one. Well, no big deal leh similar to what I see on TV. But the Christmas Decor was super grand.

The 2 little girls asked us to pose like this. So malu la..

Yaya, I am about to sleep at this time. Freaking early..

DAY 5

It was a free day as we didn't follow them to The Great Ocean Road. Journey takes 3.5hrs there which was super shiong n we were afraid of the cold weather too so yep we went exploring on our own. The DFO at Spencers' Street was horrible, the things are like so...sian perhaps. We had our lunch at Hungry Jack which was our Burger King but then there was a diff in the menu. I still prefer BK. Then OMG we forgot the Victoria's Market is closed on a Wed n we took a cab down =.= In the end we asked the driver if there are any place similar to that? So he send us to South Melbourne Market. HAHAH it was really like their market.

After half an hour there, we decided to head back to our hotel as Dad was meeting his friend at 6.30pm. No wonder, many ppl in aus has a car cos it was super hard to get a cab. We spend 1h waiting under the hot sun for a cab. Horrendous! So if U see me being more tanned, U shld know why?

After resting for an hour, my mum, sis n I went shopping alone while my dad had dinner with his friends. We came across this backlane which was super nice so yep we camwhored there.

Jump shot, fail again :(

Alot of tourists found it interesting so all camwhored n we gt a guy to help us. N he thought we were Japanese. LOL it's so much better than being asked if U r from China. Opps..

Our dinner was a simple 1. We takeaway Kebab n pizza back to our hotel to enjoy. Followed by exploring the hotel n packing our stuffs. N my dad was enjoying his dinner at a restaurant opened by John's bro at Italian Street!!! His friend John said ahh I didn't know ur family was together with U or else we can have a family gathering instead of business talk. Well well, too bad we missed the Italian food..

DAY 6

The last day we went for last min shopping. Still managed to get a few blouses and we walked all the way up to Victoria Market. Pro right? I am the 1 who led my mum n sis =P But our legs were aching badly as the walk took us 30 mins. Grabbed a few more Tees for cousins n ourselves n bought some fruits to try as they were really fresh n not that ex.

Initially, I thought this was just a statue then when I took, it waved at me. Hahah luckly it didn't scare the hell out of me like those Just For laughs U watched on TV.

Bye Melbourne as we were send off to the airport. My sis said this shop suits my mum n I cos we are always hightide..

So, we checked in and 8 hrs later we reached this warm island. Seriously, it was like thermal shock. Well, I will miss Melbourne and I wonder when will I be back again?? :)

2009-12-05T15:50:00.001+08:00

Time for a getaway! Hello Melbourne, Bye Singapore! :)

Finally going for a short 6 days trip, will be flying off at 9pm tonight and back only on Thu night. A trip to recharge and relax to compensate for the last few torturing months. Hopefully Melbourne will be a place for sight-seeing cum shopping! And Thanks Heng Hwu for those info regarding Melbourne, appreciate it alot!
I will miss my blog, facebook and of course msn since I am known for being online for 24/7 not forgetting my pillow! Still, I will bring my laptop along just in case there's internet connection for me to access. Too bad, I don't have a DSLR, I only have a digicam with me so I hope that the pics will turn out real/nice.

I am so happy that I managed to chiong finish the HK drama-宫心计 before I leave. Nice plot, I like it! But sad, Kevin Cheng didn't get the best male actor award last night..
Anyway, poly friends pls take note. There will be a Christmas gathering at my place. Tentatively on the 19Dec, will inform all once I have discussed with Heng Hwu. We will be having potluck so yea contribute some food if U can yea..We will be having gift exchange so everyone will have to bring a present which cost $10 and above :)

And before I forget:

HAPPY POP NS GUYS!

2009-12-03T22:06:00.005+08:00

Neither POP nor ORD, it's FFE! means Free from exams! YAY :)

All in all, this exams is the hardest one I have taken so far. Practically, whining after every paper and there's a 99% chance to fail and forward module. Well well, I am prepared for that anyway. My final decision was to defer the RMIT studies to July intake because that will mean that I will have more time to think carefully what I really want and of course see my NTU grades that will be released at the end of this mth. Also, maybe spend the last/another 13 wks in NTU and with my new friends. I always have headaches when I think about the hectic life after this holidays and also the dumb registration of the modules when we are not even told how to do so. STRESS
Mood swing is what I am experiencing, yea I think is PMS. I gt a bad feeling inside me, don't know for what reason also..I am such a silly dumb dumb, always worry for nothing! Oh ya, I sprained my neck while I was drying my hair ytd after bathing. Pretty dumb I know and it hurts badly at that point of time. But, felt better after pasting salonpas. I love the smell too. hahah

Then after exams ended ytd, a group of us went to Jurong West Stadium for Lunch Buffet at Sakura. The food is not nice and the ambience is worse, like food court when U pay so much more. hahah. After that, I went to Vivocity to meet Pui Sauw. Wow, we chatted from 4 to 8pm. Of course not forgetting shopping :) We had dinner at KimGary and as I was still full after the buffet, I only drank a cup of honey lemon. Shopped, bought my sunglass while she bought her wallet. And yep Thanks for the early Christmas Present too :) Followed by chatting at the open area facing Sentosa till 8pm. And we were wondering why so many policemen patroling ard and alot of ppl with camera. So we thought oh maybe they wanna catch a glimpse of the biggest cruise there but on our way back, we saw banner and realised there was a firework display by Korean team there at 9pm. Arghh, missed it but then on 2nd thought it will be super packed if we stayed n watched. Okie, back to dramas so that my mind won't run wild! Can't wait for TVB awards tmr night also! Yvonne, skali my Kevin Cheng win. LOL

The 3 SP DCHE representatives in NTU CBC.
My friends :)

My buddy, 10 yrs of friendship and still counting!

The food at Kimgary is not bad, in fact maybe better than Xinwang?? But I know the ambience is definitely better!

It's amazing a big cruise like this won't sink right? I don't think I dare to board a cruise cos I will think of Titanic. But well, it's 1 of the greatest invention.

I would love to know the answer. But sometimes, certain questions have no answers to it.

2009-12-01T01:38:00.002+08:00

You got to read my mind between Silence and Sound.

Finally, I am left with 1 last paper on wed, Biochemistry. Got a taste of how UNI students mugged, so yep a degree doesn't come by easily. Seriously, that's very tiring both mentally & physically just to get that damn cert. Modern Chemistry today, wow great man I didn't complete my paper and it was really there to kill our brain cells, just so tough can. But on the happier note, alot also didn't complete so I am safe :) If you are wondering why I am still awake at this hour? It's becos I am burning midnight oil, hahah 1st time in my life until this hour. Well, hopefully the 4 chps tonight won't say bye to me after my beauty sleep. A total of 9chps + Tutorials, past year papers to keep me occupy the whole of today :(

Okie Eileen, last step to freedom, got to endure this shit! YAY
Shall go to bed now cos I can't take it ald, feel like sleeping right away. Mugging mugging and mugging later..

2009-11-30T00:10:00.002+08:00

I believe in Serendipity. Staying neutral is what I can do now cos I don't want history to repeat itself.

The thought of Modern Chemistry paper later totally kills the thought of staying in NTU for another sem. Thought I would have the time to mug for biochemistry too but sadly my plan has failed. I am still stucked in Modern Chemistry. May God bless me by hook or by crook yea. hahah

Went Geylang for dinner just now, wanted to try the Mongolian food but hahah closed down ald so in the end we went to Toa Payoh instead. My mum was damn paranoid when we were walking along the streets of Geylang, kept asking me to walk in the middle. She said U walked behind later U kanna catch by ppl since the place is famous for its red light activities. But joke aside, I really don't like that place, U have ppl looking at U from top to bottom! D.O.M, dig out ur eyes then U know. LOL. During our joyride to Geylang a few nights back, alot of chickens ard waiting to be slaughtered. hahah might as well don't wear better. And the disappointing thing is that, I even see young guys that looked quite decent hanging ard talking to them and foresee further progress. I wonder why they wanna do that. I pity their gf seriously. It's like so hard to trust ur partners at times but well, I guess there are also good guys out there. Perhaps those are just the black sheeps..

2009-11-29T11:54:00.002+08:00

There's a light at each end of this tunnel, you shout. Cause you are just as far in as you'll ever be out. These mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again. If you only try turning around. Yep, I guess I fell into this tunnel once again.

Well, I was supposed to blog this last night but then I was too tired after a cup of Vodka mixed with 100+ as I forgot to buy Sprite lime. Don't be mistaken k, I am not drunk, just tired thats all. hahah but then I gt a sweet dream last night :) Thanks Vodka. 4 papers down, left with 2 more next week. And true enough, Maths & Physics were just there to kill our brain cells n demoralized us. So Bad of them..I guess Modern Chem tmr will also be a killer while Wed's Biochemistry, hmm don't know cos Beng Gang is a gd prof and he calls us CBC KIDS! So, he sounds like one with alot of compassion so won't be that bad to make us cry right?!

After exams will have lunch with fellow unimates when dinner will be with Pui Sauw. See, I have everything mapped out. :) Thursday will be for driving and friday will be a day to settle some study matters. And for Sat, will be leaving Singapore for Melbourne. Praying hard that there's wifi there for me to msn & facebook :) Only be back on Thu night to continue my slacking timetable & plan gatherings! WHOO, I can't wait. And yea I wanna kill Yi Pei, he smsed me at 6.30AM on Thu to ask me abt Christmas gathering. Say I shld be awake studying at that time. Policeman, I m still in the midst of dreaming, luckly can still sleep after seeing the message. hahah and so sad, U don't know my study habit after 3 yrs of friendship, I don have the habit of burning midnight or morning oil leh.. Remember, wanna go donate blood call me along k :)

Then was chatting with Yvonne a few nights back. Went to irritate her with my eh U see Kevin Cheng so handsome & macho when she asked me abt a show starring him. We were talking abt the topic on r/s. Then I say fate like a curse to me sia. Then she said everything so gd for me then still curse, must cherish what I have. LOL Yvonne, why U say everything gd for me, have meh??

Time for food blog but I forgot to take the pics of the food. Had dinner at Ah Lams' on Sat night with family. The food is really good!

2009-11-24T23:55:00.003+08:00

They say that the hour before dawn is always the darkest.

And I totally understand the meaning behind this phrase now. Cos, I am experiencing this. I can't wait for exams to be over, I am like a living zombie now. Everyday, study-eat-sleep-exams and the cycle continues again and again. Worse still, I broke my record of not burning midnight oil for exams/tests :( This exams seem to be taking far too long. There again when the exams are over, it's time to face the music. Decision making will be the toughest part esp I myself don't even know what I want. Well, perhaps the next few papers will give me an idea what decision to make. Anyway, we will be going for buffet right after our last paper-Biochemistry next wed to celebrate freedom! Seriously, I can't wait for that but then mixed feelings abt it too cos that might be my last paper in NTU?

Forensic paper down. So, murder or suicide? I wrote murder anyway & I am like writing stories when we were asked to give reasons for why a murder or suicide occured. Seriously, Forensic Science is the best module with 45 MCQs & 1 casestudy, at least quite fun as U learn "interesting" knowledge. Sighh, it's only the 2nd paper, still gt 4 more to go.. I foresee killer papers the next few days. I totally have no confidence for the Calculus for Science tmr. Is going to be real tough I guess cos I gt a bad feeling now..I hate Riemann, intergration, differentiation, limits, continuity and all sorts of crazy theorem that drives me crazy =.= Don't understand why we got to take Maths & Physics when we are in a Chemistry course..Thu will also be a terrible day for me as it's Physics turn to murder me. Comeon, it's only foundations to Physics and alot of us are struggling away. Out of the 3 sciences, I think alot of ppl hate Physics right??

Gosh, time is running out very quickly. Seriously, I don't know why they can't spread out the papers. 3 papers in a row, how they expect us to do well when we don't even have enough time to mug for each paper. I reached home at 9pm when Forensic paper ended at 7.30pm. And, there's Calculus tmr at 1pm. That means I gt to leave home at 11am so yea, I am screwed. I don't have enough time to mug T_T I gt to have a clear mind tmr for the paper so yep I shall go sleep now and wake up early tmr to study. Pathetic.

2009-11-22T23:52:00.007+08:00

There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way. :)

I am so dead for exams. 3 papers in a row starting on Tue and I have yet to finish studying. I will just do my best and let god decide the rest. Anyway, I recieved the letter from RMIT ytd, they accepted me and I gt to reply by 4 dec. Not much time left to decide, still confused despite the consultation. I really hope I can foresee the future, which path will I be in so I won't be that vexed now. :(

Ohh yea b4 I forgot, I am left with 5 papers now and the Organic Chem on last fri was easier than the past yr papers. Mr Chiba really gave lots of hints for his part so I guess the difficult part were from Prof Loh?? But, overall I don really know how will I fare for this paper cos I don't feel anything after the paper, numb after all the setbacks perhaps. And NTU exams are really very scary. Tense exams atmosphere with few hundred ppl sitting in a fridge *big cold hall*. Damn cold can despite wearing long sleeves n my jacket =.=

Today

Went to Uncle Alvin's house to celebrate Grandma's 80th Birthday. We were having casual chat. Wow, I have 3 cousins taking PSLE this yr and the results will be out very very soon. Good luck boys! Then they were asking me abt studies and I told them what had happened. Then Uncle Eric was saying why don't go into teaching cos I am more soft-spoken. And he said my sis can be a lawyer. LOL but we will only be able to see wat path we are in after 25 when U step into the working society. Anyway, I have been listening to duets from Alex Fong & Stephy Tang. Highly recommended, 1 song even moved me to tears even though I don know wat's the meaning cos it's in Cantonese. Hong Kong, wait for me! Hope to cya soon. LOL

We went to Swee Choon at Jalan Besar for supper last night. So I managed to take pics. Highly recommended for their dim sums esp XIAO LONG BAO! My fav :)

Pictures taken at the celebration just now:

The 80 small peach buns.

Auntie Cindy baked these muffins n durian puffs.

The huge function hall. N I was joking abt having 21th Bdae here n my aunt n uncle were damn on, they thought it was real n told me must tell them to book early.

The grandchildren, short of 2 more cos there are 11 of us.

The gals

The guys n Wayne gt to rush back to his camp after the celebration. Pity the guys seriously..

The kids + 1 more uncle in Canada of my grandparents. hahah

The daughter in laws together with the daughters.

The son in laws.

A family photo at last :)

My grandparents babysitted the brother in red and hahah everyone calls him ah boy as a result, we don't really know what to address him. But I know my grandfather treats him like his grandson. And the baby is so cute! Both of them are teachers from SRJC n they advised me that it's not easy/won't fail in UNI cos they experienced wat I feel in NUS last time. Well, I am confused again now..

The cousins or rather the older clique. hahahha

My ah gong was funny, he was the 1 cutting the cake when it was my grandma's Birthday. LOL

Anyway, he's 86 next yr and I hope that he will be able to see the day I graduate & the day I get married. That's silly I know, but he was the 1 who brought me up when I was young and perhaps the 1 I dote the most among all.

2009-11-19T01:56:00.000+08:00

CAUTION! Whining post ahead :(

I am STRESS, got a feeling that I am going to screw up the exams. 6 modules within 2 weeks, arghh that's like overloading in a sem of just 13wks! So many stuffs to remember, reactions & mechanisms alone can kill U. So yea, below is a small tiny winy portion of the "disgusting stuffs" we are learning & we got to jolly well remember or rather memorise. Yep, so that's Chemistry =.= I still love the word "CHEMISTRY" cos it's like reactions that happened like magic whether in relationships or everyday life. But I dislike the contents esp mechanisms..
Ever wonder why ur hair becomes straight after rebonding? Mr Sumod said that it's smth to do with Phosphate *did i get the chemical name right Limei ?* that breaks the bonds in our hair strand. But too bad, we don't learn that and the reason for telling us is becos he finds it is a waste of $ to do rebonding in salon cos it costs abt $100 when he bought the chemicals for lab purpose at a much much cheaper price. Okie ppl, U can ignore what I have said above cos those are just crapping to help me de-stress.

Currently listening to my ipod and the song Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold was played. 1 of my fav songs and I find the lyrics touching. AHH SHIT, I can't copy the lyrics over after I upgraded internet explorer, regret upgrading it seriously. Looking through the pics in my laptop, really brings back alot of memories, some happy and sad ones but well, it's life experience that can't be bought. Did lots of stuffs today, mugging was part of it but I feel gd becos I went for a haircut. Shorter & lighter now, most importantly the rebonding is still there, my sis has bangs. Hahah, I don have the courage to try that, guess it will look pretty weird on me.

Then we went for H1N1 jab. Hahah, I am the daring one cos when the doctor told me: hmm so I guess it's not painful judging from ur expression. Indeed, I don feel anything at all. But then perhaps cos I am considered the daring one at hm cos from young, I don't complain when I have to drink medicines that is obviously bitter. In fact, I am scared of those sweet kind. Never cry for any of the injections. All in all, I am just trying to say that I am gd at 忍痛 *tolerating* LOL.
So yea, I am going for flu jab next week. The doctor was pretty funny, he said after injecting: Okie, so now U are off to Melbourne. Another 2 more weeks b4 going on a vacation. Yaya I gt reminded/mocked again to remember to remove the pair of scissors that I usually put it in my pouch for trimming eyebrows. Reason is becos I forgot to remove the other time when I went to Hong Kong so yea I gt stopped at the boarding room & gt questioned when my bag was scanned. In the end, I gt to say bye to my scissors. Dumb I know, I just forgot to take out thats all.

Okie good night, time to get some rest now and mugging later cos my night will be spend on watching TV cos there will be TVB 42th Bdae celebration on Ch 48 at 8.30pm later :) I can't wait for that but not exams on friday. SALAD la~ *means sad, invented by Yi Pei during our polydays*

2009-11-18T01:08:00.001+08:00

Meteor Showers. Did U spot any?? I did not but nevermind I will still make a wish later. heheh
Girls are girls, although U know that it's unrealistic but U will still give it a try.

Friday will be doom day for me as it will be the start of exams. I mugged, seriously more than my poly times however, I don't think it's that productive cos my mind still seems empty. Well, I have done my best and I believe there's a reason to everything right? So yep, God pls bless me. And I shall decide other stuffs later :) Exactly 1 mth later, I will be having my driving test. As usual, the paranoid me is feeling stress now cos I know it will be hard to pass it at the 1st attempt and I wonder how is the test like? Seems like a tense atmosphere when I was at BBDC last time. Many stuffs to clear this week, going to cut my hair which I hope the rebonding doesn't disappear and going for flu & H1N1 jabs just in case....Regarding the cervical cancer vaccine, I gt to think it through again cos there might be side-effects & also the docs said that it's very painful and I am scared.

Baileys makes me a little high but I like the feeling of being tipsy not DRUNK yea. Whenever I drink now, I think of those games we played in batam. So i went to disturb Yi Pei & Yvonne abt Big fish & small fish. Aftermath, it became the game of guess the sketch. Cool, below are some of the crappy stuffs we did. The beautiful art pieces, heheh.

Big Fish, Small fish. See whose fish is the nicest?! N YP thought Yvonne was drawing a tadpole. HAHAH
Time for Guess the sketch by Yvonne. The answer is Toilet bowl & I gt it right =9

Yi Pei's turn which is a donald duck?! LOL, I thought it was a cake or ship la until he gave us hint. Sry for saying ur art fail ah, I know U won be angry :)

My turn which is a remote control. Okie, I forgot who gt it right but they took quite sometime to guess. Probably that's becos my drawing sucks T_T

And I was staring at my screensaver for a moment & I found this 2 comical actions in this photo. Brothers, U r caught on camera. Damn funny esp Yi Pei's action!

2009-11-14T23:32:00.000+08:00

When my head is strong but my heart is weak. I’m full of hurricanes and uncertainty. But I can find the words. You teach my heart to speak..

Once in a blue moon that I did not update for quite some time cos this week was a busy wk for me. And I actually faced difficulty to remember the happenings this week. Hahah for what I know, I did not pon any lessons this week so I am a good gal yea! Week 13, last week of lessons and who knows it might be the last time having lessons in NTU for me. Mixed feelings actually, this feeling sucks but no choice if this is the path that I should be taking right?

To summarise stuffs, I took grp pics with diff grps of friends I know. :) Though my 2 friends whom are my polymates said eh don take so she(me) won't leave us. LOL
Coming to the exciting part. That time I told Li Mei, eh that guy looks like Elvin Ng *scroll down for Elvin Ng's pic*, maybe is his bro. Then we had a gd look at him during lecture on Thu n she even took a pic but then is too far can't really see properly. Seriously, he looked like him! But maybe not so I will leave it to Li Mei to find out if I say bye to NTU, hahah.
Then went to Bishan Lib after sch ytd to help Jayne n her friends Grace & Royston with Process Instrumentation. Gosh, I think I really don know how to teach even though I gt an A for that. Hopefully, they understand it better than before :) Had a good chat with my cousin during dinner time. We went home ard 9 plus n I was dead tired that I can dream that we had some issues with our neighbour. LOL

Didn't mug much today & yep I shall clear some stuffs tmr. Went to consult Doc Hiak in the afternoon cos my face condition getting worse. Yep, he put me back on Oratane again cos Differin causes more pimples. At least 1 thing less to worry about once I am on medication :)
Okie mugging days ahead for the whole of next week, damn torturing. Just keep pushing on at my own pace! There's a reason for me saying that cos I get paranoid when I see ppl ard me stressing themselves like little bees so I got to remind myself to not stress myself too much.
And not long after that I should be able to smell freedom n happiness during holidays. Not forgetting exercising.. Driving exam coming up soon, tsk tsk scary too..

The many fumehoods in the lab in the background. My Lab & Tutorial clique.

This is me doing Chemistry.
The lecture clique.

This is Elvin Ng. My Bro cos I am "EILEEN NG". *don smack me pls*

Things are never fair and I am getting sick & tired of it. Hello, may I know "Where are you"??

2009-11-08T22:38:00.002+08:00

There goes my weekends. I didn't mug a single bit, only to rush my lab report which was bad enough. Exams are approaching very very soon, 20 Nov to 2 Dec. This means this week will be the last week for official lessons? Quite scary when I think about it now :(
STRESS is sinking in and I will be an emo girl again. HAHAH mugging mugging.
Happy mugging Eileen =.=

I dread to go school tmr. Monday Blues. Last lab, sian to the max cos I heard will be very packed & confusing! Followed by CBC 111 tutorial and the stupid Maths Lab. Gosh, can't wait for Monday to be over. Or should I say can't wait for weekends to be here ;) OR MAYBE I shld say I can't wait for 2 Dec 11.30am to be here! Whoo Hoo~ *CBC drives me crazy!*
Oh yep, I am already thinking about meet ups in dec. 1 will be the DCHE Alumni on the 12 Dec, guys pls be reminded to reply Mr Kong by 14 Nov. Then maybe lets have gift exchange for Christmas gathering. Maybe we can have potlucks or we collect $ to order pizzas or buy food and cook?! Kelvin even suggested chalet, good idea but hard to organise now. I am getting excited even when I typed out all these out but well, I guess I got to wait till the end of exams before I can do all the plannings. Also not forgetting other gatherings with my friends be it Pri, sec, poly, Uni!

When the baby meets his parent. IPOD Nano *mine* meets IPOD touch *my sis*. My sis just got her present/reward for doing well in exams. Arghh, hers can play games while mine can only play the noob games. But since I am not into games cos I get sick of it easily then maybe we exchange once in a while yea? heheh

2009-11-07T23:50:00.003+08:00

I am in a happy mood despite exams approaching. But the next moment, I got alittle worried and confused. That's why I say I got serious mood swing.

I finally went back to school on friday after so many days of home-study. Organic Chem test was, hmm not as difficult as the 2nd one but not hoping for gd grades either. Then Li Mei & I went shopping at PS to relieve stress, we were like aunties roaming round Carrefour. But seriously, I feel much relax after the test though I am the most relax one of all. During dinner time, my mum told us that her ex-colleague called her to chit chat n they talked abt kids. Singapore is really small, I happened to know her daughter n my mum was surpised when I said eh like my friend, U go call ur friend n asked wats her daughter's name. She's Shermin, Hainita's friend. "Never paint ur nails at night", thats what my mum always tell me but I insisted and I totally regret it last night. Fingerprints all over my nails when I woke up this morning. Arghh Shit!

Joyride with family to various places last night and silly conversations going on. Enjoyed it lots! Eg. When we drove by Hilton Hotel, mummy said the reason why the groom fell to his death after his wedding reception is becos: Ppl wanna snatched his ang baos! LOL, then the 3 of us burst out into laughter then my mum said Da jie* which is me* even worse, she said cos he found out that the wife is a transexual..Well dear policeforce, faster solved this case cos I m dying to know the answer :) Another funny topic by my mum was: eh next time ur wedding at Fullerton remember to book a room for me. Then my dad said U nt scared ppl snatched ur ang baos then U jump down meh?! Then my mum said: Ai ya Fullerton not that high-rised what, jump down also won't die. Btw don ask me why Fullerton, cos it was a joke I made when I was young and they remember it forever :( Followed by Tau Huay as supper, I know that it's fattening!

Slacked the whole day until 7pm to meet my friends at Bishan as Edna drove us to Darryl's hse. Happy 21st Birthday to Darryl n his twin bro! We had fun camwhoring but the weather was so humid that all of us were sticky after that. Okie, enjoy the pics :) Gosh, I am so dead for lab report 9 which is due on Mon cos it has lots of qns on Organic Chem, my enemy!

His lab mates. Or the nucleophiles or electrons thingy they mentioned..I still have no idea why we are the nucleophiles?! Then that means Darryl's the substrate?

Jialin, ME, Edna

Germaine, Jialin & ME

This pic is damn funny can. Edna said nearer n she literally pushed our heads towards hers!

The Birthday Boy.
Saw Yan Ting there also :) And I seriously looked like my sis in this pic or hmm shld I say my sis looked like me cos I am older?
Last one for the day. More pics on Monday when it's going to be the last lab session.

Bye to my 1st digital cam. I admit I banished it to the cold room when I gt a new one becos of the lousy battery life. Curious why there's 2 skin tone on my cam? Cos I brought it to the beach n it corrosion occured =.= But it was still working until my dad took it to China to take some pics of my grandfather's hometown. Yep, hor hor he spoils it and maybe I can get a new 1?

hahahah the cameras now so high tech la, gt wifi somemore :(

2009-11-04T23:56:00.003+08:00

I don't wanna be a NERD !!!

No matter how hard I mug, nothing seems to be able to get inside my head and this feeling sucks. Have been staying at home since Tue to mug *not all the time pls*. As Physics Lecture is cancelled tmr due to e learning and that means only 1hour of Organic Chem. Hahah therefore, sry Mr Chiba for ponning ur lesson as my journey takes 3 hours to attend an 1 h lecture. *guilty feeling lingering*

Organic Chem test = I am so dead. Bad bad feeling, I foresee I will flunk it once more. But wait, it has always been bad feelings for ALL tests in NTU. So yep, that's it! Good Night, shall continue mugging. Pathetic. And I hate reading textbooks, they send me to lala land. But no choice, shall make full use before I sell it off right? hahah

My super thick books & piles of notes. And there are another 3 more thick books waiting for me to open ceremony when I begin my mugging for exams :( I hate this part right here!

How I wish I can rewind back time to become mini- Eileen :P
At least just eat, sleep & cry. Don't have to worry about what's life..

2009-11-02T23:28:00.003+08:00

You know what you want but how long can you wait. Every moment last forever if you feel you’ve lost your way.

Lethargic cos so many test & exams waiting for me. Seriously, I can say that Chemistry is definitely not in my genes. Having a hard time to "memorise" those freaking scary reactions. Process Control in poly was termed as the killer module but I also never faced that much problems in studying it compared to now. Witnessed an accident in NTU on my way to school, traffic jam & I am almost late for lab becos of that. We camwhored after lab today with many ppl looking at us, they were just too shy to join in la. Future Chemists excluding me I guess. hahah lets take more on Sat-Darryl's Bdae and our last lab for the sem on Mon, in the synthesis lab showcasing our fumehood workplace :) Crashed early CBC 111 Tutorial & got home 1 hour earlier. But I felt sick after I gt home and fell asleep while studying cos my head was spinning at one point of time. Finally gt to try Twist & Dunk for dinner but chay nth great afterall...

Yay, something to make me happy for a tiny winy bit. No school tmr! Though I gt lesson for driving- parking! N Mr Sumod declared that CBC 111 lesson this wk will be e learning so no need to go back on Friday for extra lesson though still gt Organic Chem test in the afternoon :( Another 1 month to go b4 our last paper ends! Can't wait for that day to come.

Received a sms from my friend just now informing us that another friend's dad passed on. Not really gd at words but just wanna tell U to Take Care and be Strong cos I am sure ur dad will always be by ur side as ur guardian angel.

My new/ Labs/ Tutorials friends :) Nice knowing U guys!

2009-11-01T21:12:00.005+08:00

Say the right thing at the right time in order not to piss ppl off..

Dinner with grandma, aunties & uncles at BottleTree Yishun. Food not that nice & not worth the price. Guess the Sembawang branch is nicer. But, a very good place to camwhore for sure! Look at the numbers of pictures my cousin and I took in maybe 15 mins *in facebook* U will know. hahah. My cousin has a module taught by Mr Kong Ling Teck, though she hasn't seen his face yet. Mr Kong always reminds me of the scene when the students in MLT 1 laughed when the white board fell on him and how he tried to balance to prevent it from falling. Like superman sia, hahah. Okie we are bad students cos no one went to "save" him instead we kept laughing. Also, not forgetting the geylang or hotel 81 jokes we joked abt him and his famous accent that never fail to make us giggle. Dear boys & girls, that's how he addressed us :)

We are interested in photography, not the camwhoring of ourselves but those sceneries pics. However, it's an expensive interest and I don't think I can get a DSLR any sooner..Seriously, I can't wait for the Australia trip when I can take pics & videos and upload them here!
Okie time to sleep cos there's lab tmr at 9.30am :( Organic Chem test on friday which means mugging again.

She wanted to kiss me. And just nice Social Interview on facebook asked her this qns:
SocialInterview.com asked me "What would Eileen Ng say if you kissed him/her right now?"
I answered ''Why you kiss me! ''

My comments: Yep, WHY WHY WHY?! HAHAHA

Nice & relax view. Kampung lifestyle.

I looked damn fair for once, in the next few pics. And I didn't photoshop or what okie, hahah.

Guess, that's the effect of switching on the flash.

My sister ought to open her eyes super big.

Too bad, no one helped us to take the pics so we got to take turns thats why our pics all solo.

Take advantage of all the props that we can find. And, it's really dirty..

2009-11-01T11:00:00.002+08:00

Reality is always bitter. It's just a dream, got to wake up fast to avoid it from happening again.

Not much happenings in school this week, it's always mugging & I foresee more mugging as Nov is the month when examinations start. I realised gt alot our chem eng seniors in my course, I gt 2 in my tutorial class but seems that they are also stressed cos is a totally diff thing from what we learnt. Something funny happened to me on Thu. Wore a pair of new shoes to school & damn it blisters started to form on both feet. Damn pain that I ponned my 3.30pm lesson to go home at 1.30pm. Walking to the bus stop was also a difficult thing, called my mum to ask her if she wanted to go shopping with me but actually I wanted her to bring me my pair of slippers but then nah she didn't wanna go. So in the end I limped all the way and Wati waited for me at PP station with my slippers.

Friday was out with Joyce Ang. We went Shokudo for dinner. Food was nice esp the matcha drink :) We chatted alot, then she told me eh actually she's very surprise that I don have bf, my reply was this kind of thing voices down to fate, of course everyone wanna be tied down to be loved right but sometimes we just have to accept that U haven meet that somebody yet or maybe U met but then nth progress if none initiate first. Again, who initiate will be another prob, I always think that guys shld be the 1 doing that and I gt bombarded by my guy friends. They said eh guys also scared of rejection but hey girls also what! I always wonder how couples get together, is there such thing as Chemistry?! Well, maybe there must be a diff in electronegativity inorder for ionic bond to occur la..

My Sat was spend on watching the hk drama- Beyond the Realm of Conscience- 宫心计. Seriously, U will get hooked to it. 1 episode after another :( I lack self-discipline maybe.. Wanted to order Twist & Dunk ytd but delivery closed due to heavy rain. No luck to eat that.

During dinner time, my mum told me smth that makes me feel like crying cos I felt guilty abt it.

Thanks friends & my cousin for the encouragements. Shall concentrate on my exams first before thinking about such stuffs. It's ald Nov 1, so many stuffs changed within a few months. I really don't like changes but that's nth much that I can do. Perhaps tomorrow will be a better day, no?hahah

Shall start my mugging & lab report soon. And dinner with family at Bottle Tree Yishun later. Arghh, E learning next wk but shit we still have no go back =.= Dumb..Oh yea, I watched the new video on Ris Low. She's really a STUPID IDIOT, someone pls tighten her screw, it's loose! HAHAH.

2009-10-27T11:22:00.001+08:00

Goodbye Monday, Hello Tuesday and Soon Friday :)

Practical was sort of fun today cos I understand the procedure & Zakee and I were the 1st grp to finish I think, rare la, hahah but report wasn't that easy and I forgot to take a pic of my blueprint & crystals :( Crystallisation, I love it the most as I have been doing it for 6 mths due to my fyp. And yea Ms Chong kept warning us that Potassium Oxalate is very toxic and try not to bring those stuffs U brought into the lab into your bedroom. Hmm, but my notes are lying ard in my room now. So yea, incase I die means I got poisoned by Potassium Oxalate k.

Shall bring my digi next week for phototaking with new friends! But then, we still didn't managed to crash the morning tutorial class. Anyway, going to Organic tutorial is just a waste of time cos I don't understand and it only makes me more sad & confused. But no worries, I am not in the sad mode at the moment :) Maybe not now but some other days..
Saw my Modern Chem results, 9/20, not that bad ald but still the same old thing, even if U study real hard but U just can't score U see..My friends were also sad when they saw their results, don't worry la, U guys can do it as U have the willpower to overcome this torturing course.

Valerie told me ytd that might have to pay back tuition grant if withdraw or change course, scare me. After checking, U don't have to pay back if U withdraw b4 the 1st 2 wks of a new sem BUT, I will have to surrender my matriculation card. DAMN, why they wanna take back if they can just deactivate everything?! I want it as a memento T_T though I think ez link card won't be taken back just that U pay adult fare..SIAN. I was even thinking to report lost so that I get to keep my card but then replacement fee is ard $20!!! So ex for a piece of card, might as well just scan it right =.=

Driving later followed by dumb Maths lesson at 4.30pm. SHIT! My mum & I together with my auntie & Uncle are in JB now shopping. So gd! I am really jealous of my sis! hahaha remember to buy things for me yea!
Then had a very last min dinner appt with Pui Sauw ytd. Met her at Clementi as she just finished her 1st exam paper, gd luck yo! And if I really study Business Management, hahaha I can consult her! :) Dinner at Astons-The Cathay. My fav hangout, luckly we got there early to avoid the crazy queue. I love Astons for their food! :P I am basically slacking my Monday away, cos TV therapy the whole night followed by painting of nails! I painted red this time.

Lee Min Ho was in the newspaper ytd, so handsome my bf. HAHAHA, later get whacked by people out there. He mentioned that he lighted 200 candles along of a walkway of a church, arghh damn romantic! Most probably I will be stunned and cry if my bf does that to me, HAHAH but I think must wait 9999999 *meaning nv ever happen*~ I can say almost all girls will melt if that happens to them cos it's really sweet *I see bees flying ard* for a guy to do that.

I am pissed off with facebook now. Can't log in to my account as they wrote that my account is temporarily unavailable when I can log in to my mum's acc! WHY?!
2009 is ending soon, a pretty fast year and I don't really like 2009, a mixture of happy & unhappy events. I doubt my wish will come true this year, it's alright cos everything is predestined :) Hopefully, Nov will be a better month though most likely not cos exams period but I do have quite many Birthday parties to attend next month. No running away for my grandma's 80th on the 22nd though I have papers from 24th onwards. SIAN..But I am sure Dec will be a better 1 cos I am having Christmas mood, also holiday to Melbourne and shall have class gathering in Dec too!

PS: Just saw the news, body world is here again! Who wanna go??

Their mushroom soup is nice and worth the price so is their fish & chips :)

2009-10-25T20:23:00.004+08:00

Feeling lethargic and I think my face shows it all. I really can't wait for holidays to be here, I need a break. It's too stressful now. My sis will be having 2 days off from sch, so gd. I am green with envy! Thus, I am dragging myself to go sch tmr. Hopefully lab finishes by 11.30am so I can crash the 11.30's tutorial lesson :) E learning next week but don't really looked like e learning since we gt to be back for some modules =.= Dumb..

Had mini class gathering ytd to celebrate Jonathan's 21st Birthday. Had lunch buffet at Kushin Bo Suntec. Well, I don think the food worth the price so yep no more going back there the next time :) Yi Pei said I looked rounder now, haizz salad la..Time for dieting!

2009-10-23T23:49:00.003+08:00

I am sorry. I guess I made alot of people including my family and friends worry about me.
This is part and parcel of life, something I have to go through at this point of time. In life, there are some ups & downs and I guess I am experiencing this now. Was really down when I gt back my Organic Chem test on Tue. Worst results ever in my life, flunk it badly :( The more I thought of it, I gt more emotional and finally I reached the breaking point and broke down when I reached home. I hardly cry for tests/exams, okie la sometimes like thermo hahah. My family were shocked and tried to tell me it's okie, just a 7% test, try harder again the next time.

Well, I had a hard time sleeping that night, felt really lost and thought about what's next as interest wasn't really there anymore and also grades wasn't that fantastic either. Told my parents about my plans and they were supportive of it, after discussing with my dad, I decided to apply for the RMIT-Business Management Jan intake though I hope there's an option where I can defer to Aug. Of course, I am still unsure which route I will take until the day comes but I know it takes alot of courage to withdraw as U won't know if it's a wise decision and there's no turning back. 10 weeks in NTU, made new friends not forgetting existing friends like Li Mei & Cai Hong and can't bear to say bye too. Hahah and they really very funny, they say if I pass all my modules then they treat me makan. Thanks gals, I know U are stress too yet U all still encourage me to press on, appreciate it alot! :) And Li Mei damn playful one loh, always tease me, tsk tsk. hahah she wans to be MM!

I am no longer a small gal, I gt to make decisions in life though I really wish that my parents will settle everything for me =X hahah opps just joking..But through this, I really can feel the love from my family members, arghh I feel like a mummy's & daddy's girl :) Not forgetting my friends that kept on encouraging me in 1 way or another, U peeps know who U are :)
After school today, went SIM to register. 1 thing less to worry about. Called the wrong person daddy, so paiseh. Cos I called my dad to inform him abt the details b4 registering and Chua picked up my dad's phone. Then my cousin said, I nt ur daddy, ur daddy on the other line, asked him to call U back later. Then Yvonne and I went back to our Back to the old school visit! SP rocks! But unfair eh, now upgrade till so nice esp the lib!!! Getting late, shall update again later. Busy day I foresee :)

The Teh ice from foodcourt 4. My fav though standard like drop ald...

Tired looking face from all those stress. But camwhoring was still fun :)

Comfortable chairs, nice n cosy environment for couples to hang out. hahahah no need to go cafe, just go SP!!!
The tall and the short which is ME :( Nice chit chat session today.

The song that keeps playing in my head now. Meaningful lyrics, like what I am going through..

The Climb by Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreaming, but
There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm takin'
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shakin'
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down, but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it, but
These are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most
I've just gotta keep goin', and
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on, but

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep faith baby
It's all about, it's all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, woah